Chapter Forty Eight

After lots of effort to calm down , Rahama took a deep breath and checks herself in her front mirror. She wiped up the dried tears with an handkerchief and sighed before coming out of the car. She swore that she wouldn't allow anyone to know about what happened and even if they find out ,it makes no different. He was gone for good. 

She took her time to walk into the house cooking some excuses in her head. Excuses which she was going to tell her dad about her sudden rush out of the house and not even waiting to listen to her dadwhen he called her name. 

Flashback

She woke up as usual around 6 am which has become her daily routine. She performed ablution and finally perform her fajr prayer. She call unto the  Lord seeking for mercy, she really wants to change but is finding it hard to ,but why? She doesn't know. She knew the answer to all her problems can be answered by her alone, she hold the key to her problems. If she could just let go of the past,