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Ethan
My mind and my mouth weren’t working together. I didn’t mean to say all those words to Morgan, but it came out anyway.
“I hate you.” Hope rushed towards me and started hitting me in the stomach with her fists. “You were mean to Morgan and made her go away forever.”
Deep down I knew I deserved this beating. I had a split second of insanity and probably just lost the best thing I had going in my life.
The cops left my side once they saw I wasn’t going to be a threat to anyone. I heard the sound of their patrol car pulling away and knew I wasn’t going to have to face Ed ever again unless I had to testify in court on behalf of my mother.
“Ethan, why don’t you come over here and sit down so we can explain everything to you.” Ms. Eileen lightly touched my arm as she held Hope back from her tiny fists beating my abdomen.
I slumped down on the sofa with my mom sitting next to me. Her mother,
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I was halfway home, almost done crying, when Clarissa picked me up. She was on her way over to our house when she saw me walking down the sidewalk. After I caught my breath and dried all the tears, I had to explain to her what happened and why I was walking.Yes, that meant revealing Ethan’s big home life secret that he managed to keep hidden from everyone, except for me, but I had to have someone on my side that would agree that I was only trying to help.Clarissa went all apeshit crazy after I told her that Ethan yelled at me for getting involved and screamed at me to leave in front of everyone. She told me that I was so lucky that I didn’t have to put up with the Hawks all through my high school years…well because most of them were complete assholes.That was the second or third time that Clarissa dissed the kings that she used to hang around with, so I had to ask her why she felt that way about them after practically reigning at the top of
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I grabbed my suit jacket and threw it into the car. I hated dressing up for this bullshit, but once I was nominated to be Claudia’s escort for this winter dance thing, I sort of couldn’t back out. I felt like I had to play the part of two different people, the one that everyone at school wanted me to be, and then I could relax and finally be the real me with Morgan.I had three hours to go until I could see her again. I was leaving the dance at nine, regardless of what Claudia said or did. I was hoping that Morgan and I could spend some alone time together, maybe, just maybe get past that third base mark that we’d been stuck on for the past month.“Ready.” Hope jumped into the passenger seat pulling me back out of my fantasy.“Got everything?” I motioned to her backpack that she had filled with whatever she and her friend was going to be doing tonight.“Yep.” Hope waved me on to get going.I had
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