BenChua’s POVI am now staying in our mansion for a few days ago left. It's refreshing to be back here but supposedly I'm just missing something, I mean I miss someone. I can't understand myself. I'm not like this before, but all I know is that every time I don't see her, I miss her a lot— every single day I guess every second. I don’t know if she’s okay or what.I became busy with our company and when we meet in the office, I cannot talk to her because she was often busy or sometimes ignore me. To be honest, I missed the time when I was with her when we are in the same house."Good morning, sir! Your breakfast is ready," said one of our maids."Thanks! I will follow." I smiled and then she left as well. I just hope I can eat properly later because I heard that my mom is with her new boyfriend. I'm not against who she wants to love. I don't know if he really loves my mom or just chasing her for the sake of our money. I know it, we are rich because we have in a Chinese race and we are g
Cinyla’s POV I don't think it will all lead to us. I thought everything I did was okay so that he would leave my life forever but I was wrong, very wrong because if he hurts I hurt more. I can’t imagine myself falling in love with a CEO. It's not in my dream, I just want to love it completely but it was denied me and I thought I was the bad girl in everything because I was able to hide the truth, someone will do more than I expected and the more painful even happened was, my ex-boyfriend.l cheated on me when we are still in the relationship. Is this the reward of destiny for me? Why is my family's past repeating itself and is it happening to me? I loved him but my mind telling me to stop and my heart telling me, I need more of him and trust again. I just leaned on the bed because of what happened to me but somehow I was fine after I crashed. Every time I remember that I feel like I have no ally and I feel like I deserve it all. I don't even know if it's a blessing or a curse for a
Cinyla’s POVToday is Saturday and I immediately go straight to the house of my detective friend that I know who can help me. It's not far from our house, in fact, it's just a short drive from us. He is Joshua Carl Gonzaga, the great detective I met when he was my classmate in my second year of college.I am currently walking to ring the doorbell at his house, I no longer go straight to his house because there is often no one in his office. I just hope he’s not busy so he can take care of me and he can do the things I want to know.He was the reason I knew that daddy was fooling us because I thought the rumors I heard from the neighbors were not true but it was true. Not only is he really a rumor being spread, sometimes their curiosity is also caused.I pressed Joshua's black doorbell and waited for him outside their house. Joshua was a young man and became my best friend after he found out about my daddy's antics. He is kind and handsome too. It's funny because he doesn't like women,
BenChua’s POV I can't understand myself anymore. I've been in a daze for almost a few weeks thinking about her— Cinyla. I miss you so much! D*nm this love! I looked at our picture saved in my gallery. Honestly, I just fell in love like this, the type that made my world revolve around him. But there is doubt that I am confused right now, I am currently here in the office and trying to read an employee's profile because Mr. Espio said Angela and Rio have great potential and they deserve to be promoted. But when I am looking for their resume to double-check their qualifications, the first thing I saw was different. I saw Cinyla's paper. I almost fainted because of the speed of my heart. Is this his last name? I can't believe it. I almost went crazy thinking of something because we have the same last name. I don't want to think about it, but I remember my dad when they always argued with my mom. FLASHBACK "Are you leaving again, huh?!" “Babe, we've talked about this. My daughter mis
Cinyla’s POV I woke up early even though it is too early for my work. I sit temporarily on the sofa next to my bed. When I looked at the clock on the other table next to me, it was three in the morning. It's too early to wake up, but here I sit and think about that man. Why everytime I see you, you look so amazing? Why do you make my heart beat so fast like this? Unbelievable! I know he had a purpose for coming yesterday to our house, but supposedly when I tried to tease him with my simple actions, I knew it. But my heart tells me something, I feel different, and my mind is also different. My heart starts beating so fast and I am now thinking that his love is genuine. I touch my heart. Wait, what am I feeling? Calm down, heart! You shouldn't fall for him significantly. Your plans will be ruined. It's like I'm losing my mind to dictate my feelings and think that all being nice and sweet to him is just part of the plans. Honestly, I don't want to fall in love anymore after what happ
Cinyla’s POV A few days passed and the closeness between the two of us is getting more specific. Does it have to be like this? Why is the person who likes me so handsome? I can’t understand my feelings right now, it is so difficult to determine. I feel like I've lost my mind because of my thoughts. I just looked up and saw the beauty of the clouds, the beauty of their shape as if they were soft cotton. I hope I can reach them. I hugged my own arms when I felt a sudden strong wind blow. I also looked at the sky and see the hiding of the sun king. I hurry to the side where someone could take shelter from the sudden downpour of heavy rain. I'm currently sitting on the hammock, the surroundings are very quiet because I'm probably the only one up here. Today is Saturday and I choose to relax on our terrace. Honestly, a lot has happened in the past few days and I am always tested whenever he is around. I gently closed my eyes and choose to feel the heavy rain falling and cradled myself in
Cinyla's POV I slowly stretched my hands and noticed something strange on my bed. It's spacious and it seems like there's no one next to me. I don't know where he is, all I know now is that I'm watching as if I'm looking for someone. Where is he? I just fixed the bed and ignored what was on my mind. It's not good if I think about him. I just made my bed when I heard a knock on the door."Wait, let's get out!" I shouted after arranging the pillows in front of me."I need to go home, Cinyla. But I will come here in the afternoon." I raised my eyebrows when I heard BenChua's voice. I couldn't help but open the door and see his healthy abs again. "Can you please wear your t-shirt!" I ordered him while covering my eyes with my hand. "Oh sorry, I don't know. Okay, I will leave. I just woke you up." He wears his blue t-shirt in front of me. I don't know if his answer meant anything or if he was just trying to seduce me. He was still in the middle of my door as if he wanted me to see his e
Cinyla’s POV I'm currently at home after buying two choco flavors of milk tea at a store near us, I just chose to rest. I went straight to the terrace because I have time to rest today. I hope so. I immediately looked for a good spot after I saw the hammock on the left side and I just chose there. Apart from the beauty of the light, the beauty of the sky is even more obvious. I stared dumbfounded at the milk tea I bought at Milkias Shop. I only bought the medium size because I wouldn't be able to use the large one. But I was even more shocked when I saw that I bought two. Why two? I don't know why I bought it, it looks delicious but now I can't even move to drink it. I slowly closed my eyes and screamed. Why is this happening? I'm not in focus! Later I received a call from Joshua. I quickly reached into my left pants pocket and pressed the green icon to answer his call. "Hello, Cinyla! Good morning! I am below your house. You go down first." I quickly stood up and looked at him fr