Unloving her

TYLER POV 32

Around 10am I woke up to the sound of my phone.I saw Ana kept calling me but my body hurt so I just ignored it.I closed my eyes again because I had a bad headache and I felt really hot.I think I drank too much last night. I remember the conversation I had with Veronica and realized why I was still forcing myself on her. Why didn't I just let her go? Maybe Veirn will look for me when he grows up.

I'm tired of understanding her and I've done everything to make her forgive me. I did my part but I think it's not enough. Maybe she just needs time or space, not my sorry. I need it for myself.I miss the old me, the old Tyler who had no interest and time in any women not until Veronica came.

I was just covered with a blanket at those times. Later there was a sudden knock on my bedroom door.

"Who is that? Is that you,Lydia?" I asked.

"I feel bad so I can't open the door," I added.

He slowly pushed open the bedroom door and Lydia popped up in front of me.

"Sir, Maam Ana is lookin