Chapter 43

"Once again I ask you. Are you sure about this decision?"

I nodded in a lying position. Abortion is legal, but only for rape victims or those with medical indications. So I'm looking for a clinic which is certainly not legal. I knew it was easier for me to take misoprostol as an abortion pill because my fetus was still small and weak. But I couldn't bear to do it myself, and I'd rather let someone else abort my poor baby.

Yesterday, after finding all of Sean's meds, I had a big fight with him. I feel betrayed. All my energy and time was wasted during the last month. Why should I fight so hard when he refuses to live? I'm the only one trying here, while he has no desire to recover at all.

My disappointment ended in this cursed place.

"Yes." I answered.

"Then you can spread your legs and bend your knees. You're in a position like you're about to give birth."

This middl