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Chapter 80
To be honest, kanina pa talaga ako kinakabahan at hindi maintindihan kung bakit. I've been trying to stay calm but I just can't.
What Ri said triggered it more. Para akong maiiyak na hindi ko maintindihan.
But what does she mean? Saan ako mali? I can't make any mistake anymore. I can't afford or else I might just snap and end everything.
Maybe my life would end our problems?
"Tara na." Sabi niya at mas nauna nang naglakad kesa sa akin.
"Yeah." Tugon ko dito pero agad ding natigilan nang mahigip ng mga mata ko ang marshmallow niya sa sofa.
Bumalik ako doon at kinuha ito. She'll probably need it later. Wala rin siyang dalang chocolate niya o lollipop man lang kaya dumeretso ako sa maleta niya at kumuha doon. Buti na lang at nasa unahan ito kaya hindi kuna kailangan pang maghanap.
Holding tightly all of her sweets, dali-dali akong lumabas para habulin siya but before I could even get out, I saw two familiar
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Unwanted Existence Flashback 1
Zheyn Iana is the youngest and only girl in the Saludares clan. She was loved and protected since she was born. She can do everything except for one, marrying or dating anyone.Nasa tiyan pa lang siya ng nanay niyang si Christina Zheik Saludares, napagplanohan na ng pamilya niya ang papakasalan niya, si Hustzy Lezt Balmero.Their mothers are friends since childhood. Maging ang mga pamilya nila ay matagal ng magkakaibigan kaya naman nang mapagkasunduan ng magkaibigan na ang mga supling nila ang magiging daan upang maging isa ang pamilya nila, pumayag silang lahat.Even her protective cousins and brother agreed without hesitation.Zheyn Iana never really liked party even though its their birthday today. She only like
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"Your eyes are beautiful." His voice sound so angelic in her ears.Agad na namula si Zheyn sa narinig,it was not the first time someone complimented her eyes, but hearing it from the guy in front of her made her feel like it was the first time.She's so happy that she can't contain her smile at all. Mas lalo pa siyang namula nang ngumiti pabalik ang batang kaharap niya. It was so charming and addicting yet it seems like Zheyn is not totally captivated at his beauty.She don't know what to do about it but her eyes unconsciously drifted away and went to that little kid who is now looking at her with accusing gazes. Agad na nawala ang sayang nararamdaman niya at napakunot ang noo.What is wrong with this guy?
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Naka tayo ako sa harap ng kama ko habang tinititigan ng dalawang pares ng damit na nakapatong dito. The other one was my usual clothes habang ang isa naman ay ganoon din ang style but it was just colorful. It just suddenly crossed in my mind that I should try to brighten up my life too as I try to fix it. Ganoon talaga siguro pag nasaktan. Naghahanap ng distraksyon sa sakit na nararamdaman. Para maiwasan ito kahit papaano. I thought I was fine while planning their date but I was wrong. I was never fine. I can't even watch them dating each other no wonder I cried a lot earlier when I saw them hugging each other intimately.It was funny, really. Ri was funny.Lleidzy is funny. They are all funny as hell.Actually, nagpaiwan akong mag-isa sa hotel. I don't want Kuya F and my cousin to know what's happening. Gustong-gusto nila si Lleidzy simula bata pa. I was seven years old when I met them.
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My eyes are supposed to be blue green but habang tumatanda ako my left eye color changed into aqua. Hindi ko alam kung kanino ako nagmana. Domenic eyes is blue the same with our mother while our father has a gray eyes. Besides nag-iisa rin akong babae sa aming magpipinsan. Ewan ko lang ngayon. "Broken ka ba, gurl? Don't worry gaganda ka here! You are beautiful, gaga! Siguro kung lalakesh akesh nafall na si akesh!" Maarte niyang sabi habang ginugupitan niya ang buhok ko. I let him decide what to do with my hair. She's the professional one after all."Hindi naman. But anyway, thank you!" "Wag munang iyakan 'yun! Ganda pa naman ng nga mata mo!" Natawa ulit ako at tumango dito. "Ay beh, retohan kita! Gwapo beh! Broken din 'yun bagay na bagay kayo!" She giggled. Nah. Wala akong oras para sa mga ganoon. "Next time na lang." "Ayy sayang! Pero pupunta 'yun ngayon, eh may ginagawa lang. Ipapakilala kuna lang then you kuha-kuha each o
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DINNER is ready at hinihintay na nila akong bumaba. I tied my hair and put my beanie on to hide my hair color but I did not put my contact lenses. I grabbed my phone before stepping out. Nagulat pa ako nang makitang kalalabas lang din ni Ri. I smiled at her. "Sabay na tayo." Tumango ito at nauna nang naglakad. I stayed behind and grab her shirt. She's walking too fast. I sighed. Ayaw ba niya akong makasama o guilty lang siya sa nakita ko kanina? I wonder what happened on their date at napunta si Lleidzy sa parlor kanina. Did Hustzy failed? Nevermind. Pwede namang bumawi bukas. Besides, kasal na ni Jean at Giany bukas. I don't know if it is legal in the Philippines pero sa bansa kasi nila sixteen years old ang legal age at pwedeng magpakasal. They said it just a simple wedding. It's a beach wedding, Jean's dream wedding. Kahit puro si Giany ang nag-asikaso halatang puro gusto ni Jean ang lahat. Their motif is blue
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"May I invite Zhia Savillan in front and sing for us. Please stop your lovey-dovey over there." The spotlight is directed to us kaya magibg ang mga tao ay napatingin sa amin. Sa sobrang kahihiyan na nararamdaman ko I covered my face with my hands. I could hear Lleidzy's laughter kaya mas namula ako. I could hear their laughter and support toward us habang tuwang-tuwa naman si Lleidzy na nag-thank you. Siraulo! "Halika, samahan kita." He said as he gently grab my head toward his chest and covered my face. Mas lalong nag-ingay ang mga tao kaya tinulak ko siya palayo. "Kingina neto! Enjoy mo? Enjoy?!" Hasik ko dito. He just chuckle at my reaction. Walang silbi rin kasi ang pagtatago ko sa mukha ko. Makikita rin naman mamayang kakanta ako. I walk towards the stage and went near Domenic. "How about Hustzy?" Bulong ko dito. Umiling siya. "There's no way I'll invite him here. Sinabi ko lang 'yon para
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"I was right on rejecting you. My sister does not deserve your love. It was so mediocre." Lahat kami natahimik sa sinabi niya but Ri reacted quickly. We could hear the loud impact of her slap on Domenic's cheeks. "Jerk." That's all she said before walking out. Hindi ko alam kung saan siya nagalit sa sinabi ni Domenic. Doon ba sa pang-iinsulto niya sa kaniya o sa pang-iinsulto niya kay Lleidzy.Agad akong lumapit kay Domenic at tinignan ang pisngi niya. Sobrang namumula ito kaya napangiwi ako. Ikaw ba naman sampalin ng arnis player... "Ayan kasi...Tsk." Naiinis kung sabi dito. Piningot ko pa ang tenga niya sa inis ko dito. Ano na ang gagawin namin ngayon? Binuking na kami ng kumag na kakambal ko! Jusko, napaka tanga. Top one 'yan? Top one?! Tsk! Gigil niya ako!Nang masiguradong ayos na siya humarap kami sa lahat. I smiled at them then glance at Lleidzy. "You should follow her.
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"Nakakagago lang kasi hindi niyo alam makuntento... you tried to change my memories and identity. Ganoon ba ka grabe ang nagawa ng pamilya ko sainyo?! Huh?! Biktima rin kami! Tangina lang! B-biktima rin naman k-kami-" I was stopped when Lleidzy hug me and hushed me."Baby, calm down.. husshh now. Hmm?" He keeps on patting my head as he coaxed me. "I like you, ok? I like you as you. I'm not p-pretending... I've tried dating other girls but I just can't. I-i can't find the happiness I have when I'm with y-you." He suddenly sob hardly in my neck that made me stop from crying. Nang-aagaw ng spotlight! But then, tears start to flow again non stop that made him literally stop from talking. Kita ko ang kaba sa mga mata niya at lungkot habang pinagmamasdan akong umiyak."You misunderstood everything. Please give me a chance to explain everything but not today, ok? You're right, I'll listen to my baby. Rest? Hmm?" I feel so weak and fragile right now. Pakiramdam ko
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