Chapter 49

~ RICHIE’S POV

One month later~

My heart crumbles in pain every single time I recall how Rachel left and never turned to look at me, she just left and it hurts me to know that I deserve it, that I'm not worthy of her glance. I messed up big time and maybe I won’t be able to make it up to her or myself. That incident has always hunted me, I can never forget how is shot her, and now that I know she was Rachel’s mother I feel worse than before. If I can’t forget that incident how could Rachel? I feel really bad, I keep trying to figure out how I can make everything better but each time I do I realize that this isn’t a mistake; it’s a sin and that’s why sometimes, someday, I feel like a dog wanting to be out but afraid to walk around alone. I wish Rachel finds a way to forgive me.

It’s been weeks, a whole month to say in full since the kidnap incident and well my break up with Rachel. I haven’t spoken to her since then, not that I don’t want to but she doesn’t give me the chance. Even w