Chapter 121

Paul wiped away my tears and kissed me.

"What is happening?" I said, barely above a whisper.

He shook his head. "We'll figure this out. The meat, the tears, your creature—we'll figure it all out. But baby, I want you to know that the last thing I ever thought I'd do was to hurt you. When I was with the others, I didn't have any feelings of aggression toward them."

My body stiffened. "The others?"

He shook his head quickly. "I never had sex with a Werewolf. I haven't made love in over a year." He shrugged and stared into my eyes. "I knew what I wanted." He released me, went back to the desk, and began straightening up documents.

Damnit. He had waited for me, and I hadn't waited for him.

"Paul," I said. "There wasn't a day that went by that I didn't think about you. To be in love with more than one man is really a fucked-up thing. When I'm with Tony, I'm haunted by Alexis and missing you. When I'm with Alexis, I'm worried about Tony and you."

"I only think of you," he said. "I o