I opened my eyes as the sun rays hit my face. It feels like a new day where I need to begin a new life. Something ended yesterday and something will welcome this new chapter. I remained in my position. I don't know if I still need to get up and face this another day of my life or I can just lay down here to wait for the next day or when I am ready.I sighed. There are so many things that happened to me, recently I lost important people and also I did something that I can never forget throughout this lifetime. And those things will never leave my mind. Even though I want to, I know I can't. I can't gaslight myself that I will. Those things will surely haunt me until I die.I looked at my right side and saw the table where the diary that Alpha Zidian gave back to me. Those things that are written inside that diary is still vivid in my mind, even though I am trying to forget it day by day, I know it's still there. In my heart, there was a part that is missing. And I don't know how to ma
As I stepped my feet outside, I heard cries and saw sorrows everywhere. The night has ended and now I could see the damage the war did in this pack, especially to the Healers Pier who actually half got burned down. Many have lost their loved ones, and now we can't face another battle yet or else the Blood Moon pack will be wiped out. The pain in everyone's eyes is there, the pain that is currently weakening them. I hope someday it will be their strength to move and succeed in their life."My son. Give him back, please. My son." An old lady begged the Alpha, he was also here trying to lessen the sadness in their hearts. "There's no way I can do that, Anastasia. If only I could, I would. I would definitely bring everyone back. But I can't. Anastasia, he did everything he can to protect you and his siblings." Alpha Zidian's voice was so soft, as if making her calm. The old lady just stared blankly at her son's corpse. "I will make sure he will get what he deserves, and I promise to you
2 months have passed since the war.I smiled as I sat in front of his grave, I didn't have the chance to visit him after going to Madam Olga since his family buried him right after, I did not know that was his last wish before he went to the battle.His family wasn't ready, for course. But they don't want to disrespect his decision, his last wish to them so they did what he wanted. He said he does want to see them cry for a long time just because he died, he said that he will never leave them at all. He was just going to rest first, and he is happy to contribute to the pack. I sighed. "Inueh, sorry that I am late. The pack has so much damage that we need to fix them first. I promised to myself that when all was back to their right place, I will visit you here and spend time with you. Are you disappointed? Don't be, I was the one who needed to feel it. But don't worry, I am trying to move on day by day. Do you know that your family was given recognition? Your father was going to be on
"It's you, Analisse. It's always you."As if my world stopped after I heard those words. At first I was not sure what he was saying, but when I came to think of it, I remembered what he said earlier. "Fine. It's always me, so what about it?" I asked, trying to show him I don't get ud even though I can. I don't want him to think that I am assuming things."What about what? I just said it." I chuckled when his face started turning red, now I won't exaggerate about it since I knew he was just shy."Say what? You haven't said anything about it yet, are you kidding me?" I asked him. His face got confused even more and I am enjoying seeing him that way."Psh." He was about to go when I held his arms."Then why don't you tell me? Without making me confused." I told him, I was serious about it.I think he really likes one of my friends inside the pack, and I will help him if he will just tell me. It's not like I am going to be bitter for someone's happiness."Who's that girl? I will help you
If this world would reach its end? I hope there is still time. I want to feel excessive emotions for love before going to the afterlife. It's funny to think that I am asking this now even though I want to end my life before but if it were gonna happen, then I hope I had the chance to choose the right thing to do.I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling, it's another day for me but feels like I was reborn."Will everything change after that?" Now that I clearly know Sebastian's intention towards me, I know there will be change for me. I smiled as I thought about what we did yesterday, I never thought we would end up like that.I unconsciously touched my lips, I could still feel his lips in mine, and I somehow miss that feeling. But I shook my head, this can't be or else I would crave for it more.I decided to stand up and prepare myself. After that I opened the door to go outside, however a man's face surprised me."Gael?" I asked as I looked at him. His body was covering the exit
That's not me.How can I say something like that? I don't know what to react when I saw his eyes widening, maybe he was also wondering why those words came out of my mouth."You sure?" He asked me with his horse voice. I bit my lips and it felt like it was going to bleed any moment.That thing, I will lose it now.Again, I slowly nodded my head as I closed my eyes for a moment. He removed his pants, showing me his manhood. Is he that really big? I think I am not gonna make it until later if he is really going to let that thing inside me. My hands are searching for something hard that I can hold on to while staring at that big sword of his, knowing that I will be penetrated now I can't help but to be nervous. Maybe he saw that so he held both of my hands on top of my head."I'll be gentle." He told me. He should, since this is my first time and I am not joking around anymore. I will give it to him and I know I will not have any regrets after this.I gulped when he positioned himself
"So what's between you and him?" Diane asked, interrogating me with my relationship with Gael. His second name sounds cool also so I decided to call him that way, perhaps no one is calling him using his second name to give him respect so I told him I may use it to make it unique and he agreed right away without second thought.I smiled with that thought."Hey, I am asking you. Why are you smiling there?" She asked, annoyed. We are at the wide field inside the pack, in here all I can see is green and the natural things in the world.She asked to stay for a while and I agreed since I want to feel refreshed with nature also. I could see from here the high mountains and I wish to go there sometime. "What? It's not like you don't know." I told her. I chuckled when she rolled her eyes."Are you really sure about him?" She asked me."Why? You are doubting me?" I asked back. She sighed and then looked far."I don't know. Maybe I just never saw him like this, he rarely smiled back then, even
"Where are we?" I asked Diane, we entered a place inside the pack that I have never seen before. I did not know there was such a place like this here. It's dark and I just feel empty. "This is the place where we use to hide things from wars. Let's go and check these out." She told me before using a torch." Just bear with it, there's no light in here. After so many years, I think we are the first people who came again." So this place was abandoned for years. "Even the officials didn't know about this place, the Alpha and Sebastian were the only ones except for me. We can look at these things to find something useful." I don't have any idea what useful she is talking about now."What's the connection of this place to the death of Mr. Fu?" I asked her since I don't really get it."I don't know, I just feel like there is something here." I sighed and just nodded my head. I will lose nothing if I would agree and help her to search for that thing she was hoping to see. I looked around, t