It felt like I was going to die. The pain I was feeling at this moment cannot be compared to the feelings I felt when I was between wars. I thought I already felt the pain that would make me cry deeply, I am wrong. Nothing was more painful than this, painful than giving birth."Push!" Ruby waited for my little one as she instructed me to push even harder. I didn't know it would be like this. "Analisse, relax!" All of the people around this room, in a moment I heard all of them. They were waiting outside. The only person left in here is me and Ruby. Even Sebastian can't take it to see me in pain so he decided to wait for me along with the others behind the door."Analisse, you need to relax. Your baby is almost here." What she said made my strength go back and pushed myself even more so that she can take it my little one right away."He's here." The moment my child was born I felt so happy that even though I want to sleep because of tiredness I just can't. I want to see my child. "He's
2 years have passed so fast that we did even notice it. The past few years were just so smooth that nothing bad happened, well there are some instances where we faced difficulties but we managed to survive it right away.My relationship with Sebastian grew even more stronger, and I was happy to be with him in every battle I fought.When my son was born, he didn't leave me even a second, making sure I was also fine since he knew that I was so exhausted carrying our baby. The pack celebrated the successful birth of Timothy. I am happy to know that he is very welcome in this pack. He grew well, in the last 2 years we did everything we can to make sure he will get all the things he needs. We don't want to make it difficult for him to live in this world. I want to give him all the good things as long as I can. As first time parents, of course we did have a hard time but we did it together, especially with the help of many people who love our son. Someone hugged me from the back, just by
"Are you happy?" Sebastian asked while stroking my hair. We are at the roof right now, enjoying the night."Of course, why are you even asking that?" I chuckled while I was resting in his arms.Laying down while staring at the stars tonight with him is such a comfort for me on a long tiring day. "Timothy is asleep, you can rest now. I know you are tired." He told me and kissed my head."I'm okay. It's never tiring taking care of our son." I told him. I know he is smiling right now even though I am not looking at him. He was just like that every time we were together.I smiled. I think our life is at peace now, and I am happy to know that we are free of any worries right now and I want to cherish this moment that I am with my family."What do you think will happen to us?" I asked out of the blue, thinking about the things that might happen in the future. "What are you thinking? Don't think of negatives, it might affect your mental health." He told me softly. I chuckled, he always cares
"What the hell?" Diane gritted her teeth after hearing the news.I thought the only thing I need to think of right now is to take care of Sebastian. I never imagined there would be something more."I came here to tell you that. I don't know what exactly their plan is but I am sure they will do everything to succeed this time." My heart was full of grief, I don't know what will happen to us because of this."What do we need to do?" Hugo asked, he is with us right now."I don't know, I don't have any idea who will be part of it. Just make sure to prepare yourselves. My brother promised to the Blood Moon pack that he will help you in need, so expect that we will come to your rescue." Nicolas told us. I nodded my head as I closed my eyes. Seeing Sebastian right now who's lying down on the bed unconscious makes my heart shattered into pieces, I am not sure when he will wake up. I guess they really took this chance, taking the chance that the one foot of the Blood Moon pack can't even make
I am here inside the pack while they are away for the battle. I can't help to think what they are doing right now or are they even okay."Mommy, are you sad?" Timothy asked me. I immediately shifted my expression and smiled at him, shaking my head. "No, baby. Why would I? I am with you, you make me happy so I don't need to be sad." He sweetly smiled at me."Mommy, where's daddy? I want to see him." He pouted his lips after that. "He told me he is going to buy me toys, but he hasn't come back yet? I missed him." I chuckled. That's what Sebastian told him so Timothy will let him go. He always wants to be with his father's side and I am happy they are really close to each other. He wants to be like him. But I bet this son of mine will be better than us. I want to see him grow as a talented but humble man."Do you miss him because you want to see him or just because he has your toy?" I asked, laughing. He giggled so cute so I pinched his cheeks."I want both!" He bubbly exclaimed. I care
Where should I go?It feels like everything is not real at this moment. Is there really a past that I need to reconcile with?I was gasping for air, trying to find the calmness I earned for years. The peace in my heart is fading away. I could no longer think of anything straight. As if there is a big block of stone in my heart. I can't understand what I am feeling right now. I don't know what to even feel about myself. Do I really need to see them at this time? Or do I even regret that I came here just to find this?However, I know to myself that I don't want Sebastian to get hurt by those people who hurted me first. He doesn't need to feel the pain I felt once. And I won't let him do that even a little. His illness already causes him so much pain he endures since he was young. I don't want to be a burden to him."Go to him." Diane said, she doesn't want to let me go but she needs to.I know I still have that unfinished business even after many years. I was so good at pretending that
"I know you can't hurt me, Analisse." Argus smiled at me while he was kneeling on the ground because of Nicolas who's pushing him down.I gritted my teeth while looking at him. I already forgave him for what he did to me that time but hurting Sebastian is not right. In my own law and rules, it will never be right. Nicolas looked at me, nodded his head. I know what he was thinking so I looked down at Argus with a cold stare. He closed his eyes after seeing what I wanted to do. I felt the need to protect Sebastian for him so I raised my hands, and was about to hit him when someone stopped me. "D-Don't…" I was stunned the moment after I heard that voice. "Please, don't hurt him. I am begging you, Analisse." I bit my lips, I was becoming so sensitive right now and this is because of what is happening around me. And hearing her voice, I don't know what to feel.I turned around and saw her kneeling down in front of me. She is crying heavily, begging for mercy. I looked at her face, she l
I can't.Because even though I want them to suffer, I am not evil at letting them die in my hands. "Now I can feel the consequences of my actions. I am not asking you to forgive me, but I hope we won't see each other again." Samantha told me as she stood up. She then looked at the side where I left Sebastian, he was now conscious and was looking at us the whole time. I don't know but it feels like Samantha has something to say to him but she did not open her mouth. Her eyes, she looked scared and worried? She then faced me again, now it's just a soft stare. "That man loves you right? Just be with him." She said before turning around to help Argus stand up, Argus didn't want her help at first but knowing he can't walk straight, he then let her do what she needed.Samantha loves Argus, and just like me, she doesn't want to lose the father of her son. She never begged me, but her son made her do that.Argus looked at me for the last time, I feel sorry for us since it happened. We are un