Chap. 165: HIS WILL

165.

**Nicole's POV**

Two days passed, and I stood dressed in all black as I watched the coffin they had placed Easton's body lowering to the ground. I wanted them to open it for me to see his face again. I wanted to tap him and maybe, just maybe, it'd turn out that he was asleep, and I'd be able to wake him up, and we can go back to our normal lives, but they didn't let me.

It was just like yesterday that everything happened, and I have become a shadow of my former self. During these past two days, I have tried everything in my power to take my own life, but Emily, Edwin, and Butler Steve always found a way to stop me.

Whether it was poison I was trying to take, stab myself or hang myself, they were always there to ruin my plans. They had to call my mother to stay with me while they made funeral preparations, and my world kept drifting away from me.

As they lowered the casket, all I could see were the tears that filled my eyes, blurring my vision. I wiped the tears away, but the mor