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31. Roses.
The phone call was tough, much tougher than I expected. He gave me the details for the services. Two days from now, and graveside. Apparently she didn't want to have a visitation. Dallas kept trying to talk about us, and it was scaring me. Kellan had me sitting on his knees, and I didn't want to be cruel to Dallas's feelings, but I also didn't want any more excruciating injuries to deal with. I was already self conscious and hurting enough.
"Alina. I hope you don't think I was in with your dad on his weird ass outburst. He hadn't even let in to me that he was going to say anything like that. I know you probably can't say anything outright, but something is wrong. It's not drugs. I know you better. Even if you no longer want me, I just want you to know that you can come to me for help if you need it. I don't want you to feel trapped."
"Dad's been w
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Viscious 33. Bittersweet.
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Viscious 34. The Woods.
My feet are pressed firmly into the floor board to stop their shaking. I keep wetting my dry lips and I sit with my hands in my thighs to keep from being observed constantly wiping them. I need to appear docile and calm, he can't know what I'm doing. I also think of backup plans in the event my attempt fails as it very well could. The rain picks up outside, and we pull into the drive. My muscles coil in wait as I anticipate him coming to open the door. I debate leaping into his snd going out that way, but he could see and keep smashing the lock on the key fob to hold me up until he could reach me. I also could fumble or get caught before I could wrestle my way across and jump out. Then, my backup plan would be useless. I could never lie my way out of that. His hand leaves me as he parks and makes his exit. The rain becomes more aggressive, almost a warning. It beats down ominously and
Viscious 35. Savior.
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Viscious 36. Suspicion.
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Viscious 37. Delirium.
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Viscious 38. Breaking the Law.
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Viscious 39. Find Me.
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