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I stared at him through my blurred eyes, but if it was impossible to speak before, there was no way I was attempting to now, so, I said nothing. Puckering my lips because I could already feel them tremble, I shook my head and looked away."I'm sure you've heard the saying, Nicolas." He handed me a box of tissue, and I took it, feeling beyond annoyed with myself. "'Tis better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all.'"I nodded, swatting a tear away with the tissue when he paused. Of course I'd heard the fucking saying. But if he was going to try to feed me this highly debatable theory as fact, things were about to get heated. My mangled heart would have plenty to say about that. There was a tug at the corner of his lip when I glanced up at him and refrained from glaring."I take it you don't agree." He didn't wait for a response before going on. "Fair enough. Let me ask you a hypothetical question. Say it were possible for you to go back in time and not make a move to
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I found a room that night in a town about an hour away. For hours, I paced the small room as my heart and soul struggled to understand what happened tonight, even as my body and soul still tried in vain to recover from the taste of Maggie's mouth. What was happening to me? Why was I feeling all this? This was Maggie, not Madeline. I knew this. Simple logic told me this, yet something deep inside me wanted to argue.That mouth, those lips, and that tongue. Could it possibly be that, like everything else about them, even something far more complex than a smile or the sound of their voices, kissing them could feel and taste exactly the same too? For a moment there, I'd been transported back to those heavenly days on the lake as I spent glorious hours devouring my beautiful Madeline's mouth. I knew that mouth better than anything. I'd memorized every angle and crevice. As much as every lap and swirl of our tongues felt exactly and as perfectly in rhythm as my kisses with Madeline, I knew
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