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Chapter 14
I pity Loisa for experiencing this. Drellia could be a freak sometimes. She couldn't control her emotions. She grew up getting everything she wanted to get. In short, she's a spoiled brat. Mess with her and you'll live like hell.
"Drellia, stop it! Loisa is out of whatever you and Haloid have!" I said. Natigilan si Drel sa sinabi ko at tumingin sa akong ng hindi makapaniwala.
"So, you're on her side now, Ren? You're with that bitch?! You really don't have any idea about how I feel! How could you just tell me to stop?!" She exclaimed, tears starting to stream down her face.
I looked away. Guilt started to build inside me. I couldn't speak because she's right. I don't have any idea about how she feels. Knowing the feeling and feeling the same pain is different. I just feel her pain but I actually don't care because I'm not sure. I haven't experience that. About how much pain she was carrying inside her.
"I'm sorry, Drel, but I also understand her point of v
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