Chapter 57: Realizations

Chapter 57: Realizations 

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I know it was very blind of me not to see Jean’s changes these past few months, and I also know how it was coward of me to push him away. I act like someone mighty and upright, saying to myself that I won’t feel this way towards Jean, but I know – I know that wasn’t the case anymore. 

When he almost kissed me earlier, I didn’t realize I was expecting him to kiss me. My conscience was always telling me that cannot, I should not – I must not. However, I know myself that feelings are something I simply cannot stop from growing. It doesn’t disappear rather, you were just denying the truth. 

Now I know, I definitely like Jean – the male lead of this world. Not just because he was the male lead and he was  handsome, but because I was touched when he told me he was willing to protect me. 

Though I am hesitating to believe him for now, I think that can wait until the future. Since many th