I'm Pregnant

TANNER*

I sat there for a while until I calmed down and could see straight. I'm such an idiot for walking away from Kaysen. How selfish could I possibly be?

I thought I was doing the right thing, but it was the worst thing I could ever have done. All because I'm hell-bent on not getting married or having children; for reasons, I can't seem to figure out.

No, the main reason, as my therapist has pointed out a couple of times, is that I don't feel I deserve those things. Maybe my therapist is right? Maybe deep down, I want those things, to be married and have kids; I don't feel I deserve them, though. I don't know; I don't know what is wrong with me that I can't get my crap together enough to have a woman like Kaysen. So now I'm right back at square one, thinking I should let Kaysen go like she bluntly stated I should.

I was about to start my truck and pull out when I heard a knock at my window. I looked up to see Kaysen's sky blue eyes and melted all over again. Her eyebrows furrowed,