7. ~Aurora~

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What the hell was I thinking?

Seriously, what the living hell was I thinking?

I stare at the picture of the two of us taken on our wedding day. And it is safe to say that it was the only moment in the whole of my marriage when he was the reason for my smile. He has only left bitterness in this marriage now. And I don't understand why I sit and ponder on the same things over and over again.

Rowan and I were nothing but a business deal and all through the two years of hell that everyone including myself called a marriage, he made sure that I remembered my place in his life - or to be more specific, he made sure that I remembered that I had NO place in his life.

"What are you looking at?" Roselyn's voice breaks me out of the series of bizarre and nightmarish thoughts in my head.

I show her my phone.

"Walking down that aisle was the last beautiful memory of my life." I sigh.

Well, that is a bit dramatic - I have had good memories in the last two years e