So cold!
Why is it so cold everywhere? A cold that pierces the heart...
Is that hell not as hot as lava but as cold as ice?
Is it dead?
But it doesn't accept...
Clause Chen, it still wants to live, still wants to find happiness...
It does not serve! God is unfair, so unfair to it...
Clause Struggling trying to get out of his darkness to find some light of hope, but all it had was the quiet night that surrounded him. Cold breaths and pitiful cries are scratching this sinful soul.
Clause hoping, trying to resist but still helpless, reaching out to grab a fulcrum but forever touching nothingness.
Pain...
Hopeless...
Maybe that's what it feels like right now, wanting someone to reach out to save itself, but suddenly realizing that it has existed until now and is still alone.
Solitary...
Mourning...
There are no friends and no close people even if there are, they will probably disappear soon!
"The son wants to come here with his mother."
Clause Hearing someone's call, he vaguely looked up ahead for a moment, and the dark scene from a moment ago disappeared, replaced by a sprawling field of fragrant flowers. In the distance, there was a man and woman holding hands. The couple turned towards him with a happy smile.
"Xiao Meng quickly come here so I can give you a hug."
"She's not my mother." Clause The cold exit retreated backward, but what came into contact with it was the thick cold wall. The breath of death also surrounded it from nowhere.
"Xiao Clause don't you accept me?"
She cried, each heavy tear kept falling and mixed with the cool drizzle. But for it, it was extremely cold, cold-like cutting flesh.
"I am your mother, this is your mother."
"You're not my mother, stay away."
"It's your mother! I'm your mother."
Clause panicked looking at the beautiful woman just now turned into a person like a witch. The blood-stained man's tears were not transparent, but red, and his thin hands and sharp claws reached out to him as if he wanted to bring Clause's flesh and skin. torn into a hundred pieces.
"Don't come here! Get away from me."
"Good child, come here and come here with me."
The clause being grabbed by that woman, the whole body suddenly ached, like an electric current was running all over the body. Every place it went through made that place excruciatingly painful. Clause It felt as if all the suffering was surrounding it, scratching and devouring it without leaving a single piece of white bone.
It desperately wanted to raise a scream, a cry for help, but it received a quiet sound.
Impotent...
Pain...
This place is too dark! Too cold, even a little light doesn't have all... all that is left is darkness around.
"Temple for me."
"Crazy, I should have killed you in the bud."
"You bastard give me back my family! Give me back my family, I'll turn into a ghost if I die."
Little Clause trembled and tried to hide, but couldn't. It seemed to vaguely feel so many... so many hands holding it. Some begged, others used all their strength to take away its thin skin.
"It's not my fault."
"... Please forgive me."
"Die! Die! Come down here with me and suffer the damnation."
"Don't want! Don't want to." Clause Stand up, move forward, and run away, but you can't see the light when you go and go forever...
It's tiring!
It's hungry!
And thirsty too...
"With me... Die with me."
"I was wrong! Huh, I was wrong!" Clause Chen fell with sharp iron hands that kept pulling its legs to that end of darkness. One hand, the other, was deeply embedded in the flesh. He realized that the blood had already flowed, but the pain was extraordinary. Every time it comes in, it seems to want to take away half of this small life... can't scream nor fight back and let them control themselves.
"Save me please someone saves me." Clause shouted, screaming until his throat burned, but only heard the echoes.
"Your son is forever alone, no one in this world needs you anymore."
The small hand reached forward to find support but was helpless to lower it. Then he lifted it and wiped away the heavy tears that fell.
"That's right! Is there anyone in this world who needs it?" Clause cried, used all the remaining strength to cry in despair. Because he knew that no one... no one would ever save such a corrupt soul, a child engulfed in darkness. At the bottom of that deep abyss, who is brave enough?
"Clue."
"Clause, you mustn't give up."
Who?
Who is speaking?
Clause He looked back and tried to get up, fell once, and stood up once again, that warm voice seemed to give him strength. But who is that person? Yet, having never known it, it felt very familiar.
"Do your best! You will never be alone."
"Chen, don't give up, your life is not lost because of this little hurt."
"Clause Chen is awake. I will be with you, I won't watch you leave like that."
"I promise! I promise to bring you back this time, and won't let anyone hurt you again. Clause I won't let you give up."
The screams also gradually disappeared, he suddenly realized that his legs no longer had anyone to hold, the pain just disappeared.
Each sentence made its legs more firmly move forward, even though it was only covered in darkness in front of them, but there was no submissiveness... such tenacity to hold back the pain to continue.
Clause looked ahead and flashed a panicked light, reaching out his hand to grab it.
It still has a chance... it can still live. It cannot give up. Because there is inherently someone out there waiting for it, interested in its life.
And when it stood at the border of birth and death, it kept calling its name. Clause wants to meet, wants to see who it is, so it can't give up and dare not betray that person's belief...
Yes, there was once a man like that who told him that he must live well, and must be happy every day. When you're sad, you'll cry when you're happy, because everyone has a heart and a place to go to. It's the same, so it wants to live, wants to find a home for itself when tired and can return.
"I want to live want to live."
"What day is it already?""Master, today is the tenth day.""Then why isn't the child awake yet?"The man in black shouted angrily and threw his hand over the table, the cups and glasses were all broken, and the bottles were scattered everywhere."We...we don't know.""I don't know? You said I can wake up for a week and see if it's been three days the child is still in a coma, even his heart rate goes up and down, are you kidding?""No... we tried our best."The man in black smiled with sharp eyes, glanced at each of the doctors in the room, and silently for a moment said, "If it dies, you will also die together.""Don’t go."The faint voice resounded for a moment, making the whole room strangely silent, the man who was in a hurry to turn his back to leave also stopped. I turned to the white bed with a child lying gently on the edge of the bed, reaching out to grab a small hand."Yeah, I'm not going anywhere.""Don't go...don't go.""Be good, don't cry, I definitely won't go, won't le
It's awake!But somehow the eyes could not be opened as if someone had closed their eyes. The limbs are not much better, completely unable to move. Clause felt like his body was wasted..."Thirsty... thirsty." Clause weakly whispered for water, hoping someone here could hear it, but probably no one! The whole room is really quiet now."Are you awake yet?""Water. I want water.""Here, drink slowly, no one will argue with you."A clause was picked up by the strange man, and the water was also brought up to his mouth. He took a sip, his throat was no longer sore and his voice was restored. It weakly reached out its small hands and grabbed the large hands in front of it."I... I want to see you.""Not in a hurry is to wait a few more minutes for the doctor to check.""What's wrong with my eyes?" Clause trembled and touched his eyes. He didn't want to be completely blind. Not fair!"Don't cry, it's okay.""I won't go blind, will I?""Yeah, I definitely won't let you not see the light."To
"Is Little Clause fully stocked?""General, don't call me Tieu Mong anymore, it sounds like a girl!" Clause blushed shyly at a great distance from the tall man in front of him."When you call me 'big brother', I don't call you Clause anymore.""But... But.""Kid, you and I are now part of a family, you're so polite that it hurts me.""I'm sorry... just..."Clause's eyes were filled with half-filled eyes and obediently lowered his head, but looking at Tomson's usual cold face without any strange emotions today flashed through a ray of sadness that made his heart filled with torment.She knows him well, knowing he cares, she also knows that this man secretly corrected her identity documents and applied to the top school here for her to study, not to mention the cost of one year is very expensive. , everything he can see is just... Little Clause his wound in his heart is so deep that it can't be healed in two weeks, but..."Be good, don't be afraid, I promise you I will treat you well."
The clause was awakened by hunger. It lay there blinking twice before lazily sitting up to look at the room he was in. I don't know why I feel so warm inside. This place is so big but not lonely." General Ruan is probably at the company."He got up and dragged his heavy steps to the window, grabbed the left side of the curtain, and pushed it aside. Suddenly realized that it was already late afternoon! Today he slept for a long time..."Little Master.""You don't have to call me that." Clause heard the voice behind him reflexively cowered and stepped back."Don't be afraid, I won't harm you. Young master, please allow me to introduce myself as the housekeeper An and take care of you."Clause looked at the man in front of him and bowed respectfully to him and hurriedly did the same. He's not used to being treated like that remember before he didn't even get the slightest bit of attention from others..."Please…please help me.""Young master, are you hungry?""I'm not hungry, thank you.
"Where's the young master?"Tomson returned home it was past midnight, but his house Ruan strangely broke today, still lighting everywhere."You guys don't have a mouth? Where's the young master?"He asked, but everyone just bowed their heads to avoid, completely did not dare to tell him. Could something happen to his brother?"A butler, you say it.""Young master is lost! We searched for four hours and still can't find him.""Even a child can't handle it, I raised you guys just for show? This place is so big, why can't more than thirty people find a twelve-year-old child?"Tomson slammed his hand on the table in anger, shouldn't these people wait for him to find it himself? My younger brother ate a little porridge at noon and slept until the afternoon. He didn't eat and took medicine and got lost. Is he very hungry now?"Give you another half an hour and still can't find the young master, don't blame me for being cruel. You all know my personality, right?"When he said one sentence,
"Young Master, it's morning!""Um, just let me sleep a little longer." Clause whined, clutching his pillow to hide the obnoxious light that was shining on his face. Because I slept too much last night, I woke up and tossed until dawn to be able to fall back to sleep."Young Master, if you don't wake up, President Feng will be late for work."" Butler Len, only five more minutes."The butler stood aside, not knowing what to do. Look at the dark circles under the young master's eyes, he doesn't want to wake the child up, but Ruan is still waiting for the child to wake up and have breakfast."Still not waking up?""Yes.""You go downstairs first."He walked over and pulled his brother out of the warm, thick blanket. The whole night the baby slept unsettled, from one side to the other, harming him, he woke up as well."Little Clause, wake up, it's morning.""You two have five more minutes." Clause frowned and covered his face with his small hands. Bright! It's obnoxious."It's been more t
"Pain! Pain... It hurts to death!!!"Clause tearfully rubbed her small butt. It hurts to die! It just turned its back and fell to the ground, hurting her little ass and eating a terrible pain~"Are you sure you're at the company?"Little Clause hastily wiped his tears and stood up, rubbing his stomach. The stomach is hungry, it must eat quickly, or else the second brother will get angry and beat its butt again.Saying that makes Clause immediately get up and brush off the dust on his body, strutting out like the person just now but complaining about pain is not that."Len Thuc, Little Uncle Len."Clause poked his head in to call but couldn't see anyone at all it wasn't dark yet, so why is there no one in the Ruan family?It saddens me to squat down but now hurts so bad that it's like wanting to die over and over again. Where are you two? It wants to be held, wants to be held~"Baby, how are you sitting here?""Brother, holding my butt hurts." The clause was startled and quickly jumped
"This!"The clause was terrified and dropped the whole book with trembling hands. When I looked up, I was surrounded by a group of children. They all have their names bigger than him."I called you scar-faced." With a "pop" sound, all actions stopped, and the noisy space suddenly became terrifyingly quiet. All eyes turned to the source of the sound."Stay away from me."He crouched in fear, the pain in his cheek was still present. That's right, he doesn't like going to school, he hates this place even more. If it weren't for the second brother to finish the admission procedure soon, it would have been better to be beaten by the second brother and not go. Because those memories are still so fresh, they won't leave even for a moment. How's the school? To him, this place only brings hurt, pain... that stain is hard to clean."You son of a bitch you're going to look down on us if you think he's his brother?"It painfully hugs its body, why would they always find it to cause trouble? I als