Chapter 21

DAHLIA :

Lilith said if I had a crush on a man, it would be better to spread the legs and be engulfed in pleasure until I had enough. I didn’t have enough! I DIDN’T HAVE ENOUGH! I didn’t like her advice before; it was more the hymn of a drunkard. Now, her advice suited my reality and I decided, to return to him and have enough. It wasn’t like because I didn’t find a good shelter or I was desperate for money. Simply because I didn’t have enough. I knew he was bossy like his words had to be heard by everyone and executed in the letter. And he was fake… Literally fake, completely fake. At this moment, I wasn’t even confident he was the same Duke I knew. Was he an actor? What kind of game did he play?

I saw the Duke again. No one knew how much excitement I felt seeing his face all confused and shocked. I could almost hear his thoughts, like what was she doing here? I helped her escape creating a whole circus, yet, she fell in front of me like a rock