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I couldn’t sleep at night because my brain keeps thinking of Lena and I am so worried for her. She broke my friend’s arm and it makes me feel sad knowing that she changes to become someone that I don’t even know. I was resting myself on my bunk and about to take a little nap before I visits B block. Z gets better day by day, she already off her sling yesterday. I’ve been taking care of her since last week Lena breaking her arm at court.
It’s also been a week I haven’t seen Lena since I met her that day. I really mad at her because she tortured this woman because she wanted to hurt me. I know that I am an asshole because I left her that day and put myself first because I didn’t want to drag myself deeper into her dangerous stuff, but it doesn’t mean she can hurt my friend to torture me. I have already told Z that Lena is my ex-girlfriend and
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“Oh, God, damn, Jesus Christ!” I moaned passionately as Lena kept kissing my body passionately. She kissed me so damn good and it left burning desire in my wake. She kissed me sensually right between my breasts. My nipples stand bright and erected following her soft damn sensual kissed as I squeezed the sheets with my hands, it felt so good and relaxed, I would never cheat on her cause I cannot find a girl who done me so good like Lena does.“You wasted so much time babe…” I said under my breath as I saw Lena swirl her tongue against my nipple. My pussy was so wet and it cannot wait any longer, but Lena kept played her game and spins out the time. Lena laughed softly knowing that I cannot wait any longer and wanting her fingers to in, but she played her game and tortured me even more. She off her tongue from my nipple and started licking my chin up to my mou
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