I'M IN LOVE I'M ALONE

Staring at the ceiling, smiling, lying down, and waiting for Lena to come home with a smile on her face as she kisses my forehead before sleep. I’m in love with her… day to day. When butterflies fall in love, do they feel humans in their stomachs? Mmm, I guess because when humans fall in love they could feel butterflies in their stomachs as I felt when Lena was next to me. I reach for my phone at the bedside and stare at the top of my phone screen “Gosh… It’s 1 AM, where is she?” I say in a low voice.

I walk through the window and stare at the street… I didn’t see Lena’s car parked in the parking lot. “Jeez, it’s too late!” I say as I’m holding the phone. I unlock the phone and I call Lena “Hey, It’s Lena. Leave a message” Line beeps. “Gosh… voicemail” I mumble. I call her once more and that’s still the same… “Where the fuck is she?” I say. I walk to the bed and throw myself “Jeez” I exhale heavily. I lay and stared at the ceiling, hoping Lena to come tonight… but she breaks the promi