Joy

I always asked myself, 'Have I made the right decision? And luckily, majority part of me answered, 'Yes, you have that's why I am so proud of you. I decided to leave a letter for Neil. At first, I did not want to -- I wanted to surprise them all for them to feel guilty. But I had realized that, no, doing so would seem like I was just having my revenge, and I never like them to picture out my leaving as one.

Years had passed, and fortunately, I fixed myself up so totally. I almost even forgot that I married someone who could not remember me, I almost forgot that I did not have any family I could lean into during my dark times.

I glowed up, mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually. I trusted God in controlling my life. I lend to Him my fate and I would always be grateful for all the blessings He had given to me. Because of what I did years ago, I found myself going to GYM to improve my metabolism. I did not do it to have a sexy body