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Because I had been unable to head home after spending the night at Chad's, I had to repeat my outfit from the day before. We had both slept in his bedroom and he had lent me one of his shirts after a hot sexual activity that I couldn't stop thinking about. I was thankful for it because I loved how cozy being in his clothes made me feel.

I tried my best to focus on my immediate surroundings, waving off the distraction that pertained to Chad even though it was almost impossible to do so. It was as if my mind was running on nothing but him which was strange to me because I had never been so lost in thought about someone as much as I I currently occupied with him.

I walked into Stamps and Papers feeling grateful that Cornelius had called me back to work with them because I knew that if he hadn't, I would most likely have gone back to working with Chad and my thoughts were right, we would constantly have reason to argue that way. It was inevita