He was talking about Nick!

..........I would rather say that the car wasn't parked. It was just standing there, the engine was still on.

Here, I was looking at the back of Nick. He was right. I don't deserve his love. I have never cared for him. I didn't even care much when I came to know that he was suffering daily from the toxic relationship. I never cared for him.

Now, he is with Laura. Although, I and Nick are even now. We both have given our first night to someone else. But, I know he won't leave Laura for me. Not because I won't change, just because

Laura has given him the virginity and he was a responsible man.

I never knew that he was suffering from drastic pain. His mother was dead and I wasn't at his side. Oh shit! I lost him! I lost him!

Tears started falling from my eyes. I just lost a gem because of my ignorance. He had never abused or forced me for anything. He always used to call me and ask me how I was, but I never responded back.

These days, nobody ge