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Chapter 36 Theo's Love
Beam's POV
He looks so angry and it's breaking my heart, I'm afraid of what he will do.
I look at Theo and my heart shatters seeing how his begging eyes are directed to me. But I felt so guilty, I felt so dirty, I didn't deserve his love. Why does that past keep on haunting me?
Why can't it just be buried and be forgotten, why do I have to be reminded of it? Why does it have to destroy the little happiness I have now?
I don't care what others think of me, I don't give a damn if they hate me, if they are disgusted with me. But Theo? I need Theo in my life.
Chris and Kent approached and hugged me tightly. I know they under
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