28 : "Issues"Issues28Later that night, I still haven't asked Gage about his recent and shocking break up with Nadine because he still has not answered my messages from him since a while ago. I don't have the guts to actually ask him about it and my mind is so confused. He told me they were never together but now news got out that they broke up.Did he lie to me?When I got home, after going out with Monique to her doctor, I instantly googled about the recent news that Monique told me. I've read a few stuff and some of it really got into me. I think when he was in Los Angeles, he spend time with Nadine. I think he really went out with her at his friend's party. It was an exclusive party for sure because no pictures of Gage were circulated around online.I've spent the entire night googling about Gage and Nadine. And I've read so many things that actually hurt me even if I know I should not actually be jealous of them."Remember how earlier this year, everyone assumed Gage and Nadine
29 : "Los Angeles"Los Angeles29We've been on this plane for two hours now and I'm already excited to get off. Here I am, sitting on this chair next to Sam, on our way to Los Angeles to see Gage. I'm still mad at him but I know I need to hear what he has to say and it is up to me if I should believe it or not.I sit here as I look outside my window and of course, I feel nervous and thrilled at the same time to be able to see Gage again after eight days of not seeing and talking to each other, also after he actually seen zoned me. I have so many things to ask. I have so many things I wanted to know about him and Nadine."Sam?" I called out.Sam moves his head back to me. "Yes?""Did Gage really date Nadine?" I ask.He was surprised by what I asked and he just awkwardly looked away."I read online that she was thinking Gage was cheating on her," I speak softly. "Gage was also coming to New York when they were still together. I just don't wanna get involved."He glared at me. "I'm not
30 : "Proposal"Proposal30"I do not trust you." I say instantly.Gage pushes his hair off his face and looked troubled. I watched as his long fingers rake through his mop of hair before he pulls his head back up to me and looks me in the eye."I am being honest with you right now Tate. I am." He admits to me and in the back of my head, I want to believe him. I do want to so badly."I really love the thing I have with you more than the thing I was having with Nadine." He says with his doleful eyes. "I am not lying Tate." He persuades me.I roll my eyes at him because I do not know if those words would actually be nicer to hear that fucking was far more enjoyable than what he has with Nadine."Remember that time when I called you? When I was on tour? You kind of went off when you overheard Nadine in the background but I really wanted to talk to you than to spend the time with her." He explains and his words are tempting.I exhale heavily as I try to shake the thoughts off my head and
31 : "The Game"The Game31I enter Starbucks and I was welcomed by a line of five people heading to the counter. I walked up and joined them anyways. The people before me were all looking for something to eat and to drink, discussing what they were going to have while I'm here still undecided on what I will be having."I actually don't know what I'll be having," I say to no one in particular. "What are you having, G?" I ask him. "I'll see for myself. I'm hanging up." Gage says over the line."Okay." I ended the phone call.I kept my eyes on the menu board that was above me while I kept tapping my finger against my chin then my eyes landed on the availability of their foods, seriously if I only had a huge appetite, I'd be eating every single food in the menu. Every single food seems so delicious and really great that it makes me so hungry.My phone suddenly vibrated in my hand and it was a message from Gage.Gage: It's so nice to be standing close to you in public :)I smile right aw
32 : "Rough"Rough32Once I got off from the taxi cab, I literally flew myself up to my suite. No, I really didn't fly. I don't have wings or super powers but I ran as fast as I could just to get there first before Gage does. If I win the game, I want him to take me on a private yacht where it's only going to be me and him, where we can't be pictured together by the paps and no one would know that we were there. I want to enjoy the sea with him. Swimming and sunbathing. There'd be sex on the beach for sure or inside the yacht. It'd be an endless and sleepless night. I want that with Gage. I want to try that with Gage.I slipped my keycard in and rushed my way inside the living room but my shoulders slumped when I saw Gage sitting by the couch with his leg crossing the other. I was devastated that he got here first. He smiles at me sweetly, the smile that tells me he won. His arms were spread along the backrest while his fingers were busy tapping against the black leathered couch."Hi
33 : "Plane"Plane33March 24, 2015"Sweetheart come on wake up."I groan hearing Gage's voice as he moves me just to wake me up."Tate. Let us go. We need to go." He tells me again as he nuzzles his nose on my neck.I push Gage off of me and pulled the blanket to cover my face. "Taaaate." He whines as he grabs my ankles and tickles my toes but I'm kicking him off, gently of course."Gage! I need more sleep. I'm so tired and I need more sleep. And I need more..." I trailed off as giggled. I pulled my blanket off my face, realizing that I am repeating the words I have been saying to him.He looks down at me smiling. "Get up. Please sleepyhead?"I moved my head to the clock next to me and it was still four in the morning. I travelled my eyes back at him, "Are you kidding me right now? It's four in the morning." I whine."We have a plane to catch. Please, get up. And get dressed." He pleads."Plane? Where are we going now?""Indonesia. We have a tour tomorrow?"I gaped. "Oh my gosh! Rig
34 : "Emerald"Emerald34I looked out my window and all I see is darkness. There is no sunlight, but there are hundreds of thousands of black clouds. I cast a glance at Gage, who is already asleep next to me and looked absolutely comfortable in his deep sleep. He was slouching slightly, shaking slightly, cuddling onto his white blanket, and snoring slightly, which was adorable.II pushed his hair away from his brow and looked around at everyone else who was sleeping soundly. But I noticed Peter was not in his chair either and it makes me curious. I got up from my seat and began looking around the plane as I took quiet steps while I passed by Lewis, who was snoring loudly with his mouth open, and Nathan, who was snoring too but to the sound of wheezing, which was strange.When I arrived at the table where we used to sit, I discovered Peter sitting alone with a glass of champagne in his hand. He moved his head up to face me and just stared at me intently with that empty looking eyes gl
35 : "Indonesia"Indonesia35The skies were still dark when the plane touched down in Indonesia, and I heard that there were already Indonesian fans waiting for the boys inside the airport. I was immediately concerned about myself. I don't want to be seen with him or the other boys anywhere.I want to keep my privacy to myself, and Monique will be upset if she sees me on the news while in Indonesia with the boys she's always admired. She'll hate me for the rest of my life if she finds out I met Silver Spade, flew with them, went on tour with them, and had sex with Gage a couple of times."Tate, I want you to meet Ryan. He's my other bodyguard." Gage gestured.I smile."He will help you get into the car safely. He will make sure you won't be seen with anyone from the four of us. We will get off first then when we've lured the fans and the paps, you'll get out from the plane." He tells me.I nod."All of your luggage are already inside the car." Gage continues to say to me.He moved hi