37 : "First Concert"First Concert37When they went out and sang their first song together, the entire stadium was filled with earsplitting shrieks once the crowd saw the boys. I think I was the only one who was calm on the front row to see them sing on stage while the girls that were next to me and behind me were screaming their hearts out.Gage's eyes were wandering around and he was busy walking around the entire stage. The four of them split to the corners of the stage while Nathan was the one right in front of me. He waved at my direction and smiled while singing. I couldn't say if he was waving directly at me but I was sure enough that he saw me.When the first song came to an end, Peter greeted the entire crowd and asked how they were, everyone answered with deafening screams that almost made me deaf. I see Nathan walking up to Gage and then he whispered to his ear. Gage's eyes began to wander around the large crowd and when he spotted me on where I was, he smiled.He tapped N
38 : "Favor"Favor38I began to pick my clothes from the floor while I watch Gage dressing himself up again. He pulled his hair back as he puts them in a bun, so easily. I put my clothes back on myself while I try to fix my hair too."Whose room is this?" I ask."Mine." He answers as he puts his shirt back on him. "Each of us has our own rooms aside from the group's dressing room." He adds."Can we turn on the light so I can see what you have in here?" I ask curiously."It's not much but... Sure."Then the next second, I hear a flickering sound and the lights turned back on. My eyes travelled to everything that was here and I was surprised to find a three pairs of his boots on the corner underneath his rack of clothes. There was a posh brown couch on the other corner, a small fridge, some candles probably it's scented because it made the room smelled like a spa salon. There was a mini drawer with an electronic kettle on top of it. I noticed that the mess that he pushed off from his t
39 : "Bathroom"Bathroom39I was so confused on what I should do as I sit here on top of the toilet still locked inside this cubicle. I wanna go out of the bathroom. I wanna see if it's really Gage. I wanna know if it's really the Gage Stockholm that I've been looking for the entire night since I came here. But a huge part of me don't wanna be here while they have sex outside of the cubicle where I am.I hear the sound of a belt unbuckling as it clangs as soon as it landed the bathroom floor."Bend over for me." He instructs.She moans.My heart raced quickly when I heard the female moaning. "Argh God Gage you've got a huge cock." She moans."I know baby. Just shut up while I fuck you."I felt my heart pounding hard against my chest, it's like I'm watching porn but it's a porn I don't want to watch. I carefully open my door just a little bit so I can take a quick peek from what's happening outside. My hands covered my mouth even before I could and my tears fell over my cheeks right a
40 : "Paraphernalia"Paraphernalia40I quickly ran to Gage's door as soon as they were about to close it. Once it slammed at my face, I knew I had no chance of going inside.I cursed at myself for still wanting to go beyond that door when I've already witnessed too much from a while ago.But I won't be able to help myself if I won't know what they'll be doing inside Gage's room. It will bother me for the rest of my life if I won't know what is really happening there and what things they are already doing. I might sound creepy or clingy right now and I know I'm not his girlfriend, but from where I stand, I have the right to know. At least.How can he welcome two random girls inside when he hasn't even let me in there?I grabbed the knob and tried to open it. I slowly tried twisting it and to my surprise they were too drunk to lock it, I guess.I sneakily swing it open, hoping they won't notice me entering. As soon as I opened it, thank god the coast was clear. I walk by the dark foyer
41 : "Done"Done41G A G E "Gage! Come let us go. We need to hustle!" I hear Lewis calling out to me.I cuss. "Why isn't she picking up?" I ask myself as I walk inside the plane and settled myself on a vacant chair."Where's your little girlfriend Gage?" Peter asked me as he takes the seat across mine.I glared at him. "She isn't." I chimed instantly. I tried calling her again for the nth time but she isn't picking me up and answering my messages. I wonder where in hell she is. Ryan told me she left him alone last night at the club.Fuck, maybe she waited that long that's why she's mad at me. I thought.I should have gone down to party with her and maybe taken her to the VIP section so she could at least join my kind of crowd. But all those women were so distracting and they were all too hot and tempting me. I couldn't resist. They didn't want to let me go even if I want to.Most especially Jamie.Fuck, she was all over me last night.I can't believe I really fucked her in a public
42 : "Confused"Confused42G A G EMy heart skipped a beat when I read her message over Twitter. I went totally blank for almost five seconds and then I tried to gather my thoughts up with me, recollecting the things that I have done when we were in Indonesia and I can't think of a single thing I did wrongly, aside from leaving her at the club after inviting her over that night.My eyes reread the message she sent me over and over again because I can't believe that she want out from this thing we have. We just started off. We were already having fun. We were even having a good time then all of a sudden she want out that easily? Just like that?@Gage_Stockholm: I don't understand.@tate_kvngh: Then that's your problem if you don't.@Gage_Stockholm: Why so suddenly? Why do you want out? What did I do Tate? Fucking tell me! Stop making me guess things! Tell me straight at my face what I did wrong.@tate_kvngh: Try to get to your senses Gage because there's no need for you to explain thi
43 : "Nine Days"Nine Days43T A T EApril 5, 2015SundayMy entire class was all excited for our Machu Picchu field trip by April 8th, this Wednesday. I mean who wouldn't get excited right? It's Machu Picchu and it's the best field trip her there is. Even I was excited for it too, I even invited Monique over my apartment so she could help me pack my things up for the trip. But sad to say the pregnant woman was no help at all, she was just eating chips the entire time she was here then she fell asleep on my bed.Lately I've been keeping myself busy with schoolwork. I've been trying to catch up with the things I missed at school and aced my exams because I missed a few when I was gone to Los Angeles and Indonesia. Since I left the thing I have with Gage, I didn't want to think about him anymore or the things that happened in Indonesia. I left those bad vibes there and I don't want it back again filling my thoughts.I haven't been updated to my Twitter. I don't stalk him anymore or Goo
44 : "Campout"Campout44I wake up, sweaty and breathless. I stared out in great confusion and tried to calm myself down. I look around me and I forgot that I was at the campout. I was just having a bad dream.I was dreaming that I was lost inside a green forest at night, running and screaming for help but in my sleep, I heard voices calling out to me and one from the distinct voices from my dream was from Gage. But I couldn't find my way out of the deep forest so I ended up falling to my knees and cried until it got darker and darker.Shivering, I pull out my phone and noticed that it was still ten thirty in the evening. I look back to the people at the campfire who were still singing. Mr. & Mrs. Toms passed by me and they offered me a mug of cold beer but I smiled back and turned them down. It was still too early for me to be drunk. Maybe a bit later, I'll take a quick sip from it and fall asleep drunk.As I look at the stars, I remember Gage all of a sudden and how his husky voice