71 : "Regrets"

71 : "Regrets"

Regrets

71

T A T E

I have been crying since I saw the pictures that Gage sent me a few hours ago.

I can't find a reason why I still have to be mad when I already wanted to end it. But what bothers me is that he asked for a chance for me to think about staying and yet he slept with another woman. That's what makes me even more mad at him. He can't have any consistent decisions made up for the people around him.

I don't know if Gage's even the one personally sending it or Kendall just used his phone and is the one who sent it instead. But whoever did, I'm really pissed at Gage for even constantly calling and texting me yesterday but then he's sleeping around with other women that same day too. And I'm even more pissed at myself because here I go again getting jealous over someone else when I know for a fact that I shouldn't.

Is he even sincere when he told me that he really wanted me to stay in his life?

But then as I think about it, I wonder what's Kendall's point of sen