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I got to school the next day and immediately went in search of Jaden. I don't know why but he hasn't been picking my calls since last night, making me kind of restless through out the night.
I totally hate to think he has turned on me yet again because that would be a major blow and I don't think I can withstand any of it.
I called him like a few times after rehearsal and no answer, neither did he return any of my calls either. I can't begin to explain to you how frustrating that is to me. It's making me have random thought that are no good either.
I kept maneuvering through seas of bodies as i hurry down the hallway in search of him while glancing at my watch like every second.
We don't actually have our first period together so if I don't find him soon then, i'd have to wait till second period or at lunch to finally see him again which is a lot of time apart and I don't want that. I mean, not with the way my mind has be
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