Dawn of change.

Just when you think that life can never get any worse than this, it just throws a nuclear bomb on your way, scorching every last bit of hope that you have been holding onto. If you are lucky enough, you might find another way to survive the bombing. But not all of us are that lucky, from that moment we are bound to live our lives like a dead land unable to blossom any new saplings of hope ever.

After hurting my mom like that, I left home and went to the cemetery where Vian took me once instead of going to work.

When I am in that place, my mind feels so peaceful like I am in the hands of Vian. Inhaling the fresh air and sitting under the shade of the tree when no one is around felt exactly as when I bury my face in the crook of his neck while hugging him and inhaling his scent. Being in that place calms my mind as his touch does.

I came there to get some quiet time, but I was bombarded with Willie’s call. I knew why