I guess I have to leave in just for the meantime or stay out of sight. We are the way they are, all my fears will surely track me but how do I stop being a disadvantage to loosen. I really want to help him. I want to fight for him and I want to fight with. Maybe I should take some fighting lessons instead or I should learn how to shoot. Should I wait till 18? No, I will tell him to teach me how to shoot now. He was really good at shooting. I saw that when you shut those men who beat me up on campus. I felt useless I might actually be found week because I can't fight for myself I need to fight for myself so I won't be seen as just a feeble for 16 years old girl who fell in love with a man more dangerous than the unknown I will surely learn how to fight I wish I knew who will teach me. I know Lucia will never teach me because he doesn't want me to get involved in his personal issues but what can I do I will really love to slap that bastard who sent a human hair to me if
Where will I hide it now?, My mom would find it anywhere, I might have a panic attack if such happens again, " lily,let go shopping!?" My mom yelled, who would believe she would take me to the mall immediately, I was hoping she would have some rest. " Lily!" She called out my name again, she is more determined than I am, she opened my door unexpectedly, I flinched. This is the worst time. I was holding the head in my head, "let's go" she said. I looked at her then the human head in my hand. "What are you holding lily?" She asked as she walked towards me, I was panicking I threw head on the bed and it rolled over till it fell on the floor, causing a loud bang, " nothing mom just a weirdly shaped ball" I said, " lily, you hate balls" she said as she walked towards the head on the floor " No mom, I don't hate them, I am trying new things, please lets go now" I said as I pulled my mom towards the door, my hands were shaking, I was sweating profusely, I need to drag her out
" Come sit with me" my dad said, as he tapped the empty space beside him, " I would love to have a little father to daughter talk with you" he said, I let out the air I have been holding for a long time. Why does the father to daughter talk now, of all time, " ok dad" I sighed as I sat beside him, holding my clothes firmly, " lily my dear, I know you are no longer the girl I carried on my hands sixteen years ago"... I kept staring at him, waiting for him to be done with he sermon, I need to dispose a dead human head, I yelled within me, and I was as silent as a coffin as I sat close to my dad, " I know you are all grown up now, I just want to give to advise on how to love" Is this not my mom's part to play? Why is he telling me that I listened to him silently? His grammatical pause was making me wild, " you are in college now, and I know I can't watch all your moves, and you are seeing a lot of men, from different countries, states, even planets". He said as
I guess I am good when it comes to taking care of dead beings, after washing the bag I took the selected bag then placed it gently, I will need to dispose of the head, I cant get my parents involved. It was already late so I needed to sleep, then dispose them early in the morning, no I will take care of it this night, I made sure my parents were asleep before setting out to dispose the diseased it stinks every second, I wore the black hoodie jacket and black trousers I bought from the mall. I went out through the window, like a thief in the night,or more like Lucian, he always follows the window. I smiled while thinking of the first time I saw him beside the window. If I didn't notice his long hair I might have hitted him with the bat. I needed to dispose of it far from my house, I wore A glove,But I still had fear that my thumb prints might be found on the deceased.I was confused. If I leave It in in my room I might be caught by my parents, and also be cut off from
Lucian Pov I heard Pablo sent Lily a message. I fear what the message might be. I knew Pablo when I was just a little boy, and I need to see her, a second without her feels like centuries. I really want to see her but I need to take care of Pablo because he's crossing the line with my woman. I sent Caesar to carry some of my mafiosos to Pablo's mansion I don't want violence because I know Pablo will never die he's like a god of death who never dies even if I kill him in my send errands to another unknown human to execute his long-lost plan same thing with his father he took after his father Escobar. His father was my dad's greatest enemy, he would always kill one of my dad's mafiosos, but I don't want to be aggressive with Lily. I am trying to be the type of man she deserves, I want to have her in my arms all day. Caesar will be the perfect one to execute this plan, if he doesn't comply I will put twelve bullets in his body, and I will wait for any one that co
Continuation of lily's pov How can I think he's not in pain I stopped him on his lap and his bleeding because of me, I felt tears threatening to fall, " Lucain are you ok" I said in a whisper, I might be panicking at the moment but I won't want my parents knowing I stabbed someone in my room. " How are you doing lily" luvain asked as he pulled me close to him, this shouldn't be his reaction, there's a broken piece of glass in his leg, and he feels so comfortable. " No need to worry I have been through so much pain in all my life time, seeing you being so defensive , made me happy I haven't been more happier seeing you're trying to protect yourself I feel more happiness does sadness" Lucian said as he took me to the bed," don't be sad" he whispered into my ears, I couldn't help but close my eyes and welcome the sensation that follows, he then stood up abruptly,then adjusted his clothes, and cleared his throat. Lily I have been worried all day, well bec
Lucians pov I left lily in her house I was really angry and sad for leaving, I wanted to stay with her all night but I couldn't I need to look for the missing head of an unknown man and then you give Pablo a visit I actually thought of giving him a warning but this time I want to see his blood. I hard people a military arms and I know they will be of great help all I need to know is where the diseased is located,then I will sort It out before going to see Pablo,that useless old fool, you must be so proud of yourself he actually thought I want to hear that because I finally found love if only he knew that I won't sit back and watch him play games with my emotions. I got a call from Caesar. He had warned Pablo but as I suspected Pablo never wanted peace he wanted violence, and that's what he will get in a very painful way. I ordered Cesar and my mafiosos to retreat from their fruitless journey. I knew they had to step on their pride in order to seek peace from
I wish I knew how to call you Lucian. I hope he's not dead. I don't know if I will survive if you are saying to me because of me. I wish he would listen more. I folded my hands and I chanted a prayer continuously till I slept off again," good morning sunshine!" My mom's voice rang in my head as I opened my eyes, it's already dawn, what a long night. " How's my little princess doing?" My dad asked as he walked into my room, holding my mom's shoulder. This should be odd,my parents never wake me up with so much smile on their face. I guess it's because I pretended to be sick last night," guess what", my mom said, is it my birthday?No it's not, I don't think I have the ability to time travel, the jolly mode of my parents this early baffles me, " lily think!" My mom said again. " I got a second birthday" I said with squinted eyes, hoping for a better result, "no silly, you got a present" my mom said, immediately she said the word 'present' I stood up from my