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the lonely wolf (bxb) hope
(Ryker) 'Don't talk to me.' I said to max who was trying to tell me a joke. I just didn't feel like talking to him after what he did. Even though it seems as if it wasn't bothering him one bit.' oh come on! Stop being so lame. You were once the killer of rogues, the one who thrives on fear so what's with the sudden change? I know it doesn't have anything to do with Elias.' He said as if he was trying to annoy the hell out of me, it was working of course. ' even though you said that you have changed, I know you're only pretending. Afterall I'm your other half, I can feel how desperate you are trying not to show your true colors. That's why I hate fake people, they always rub me the wrong way. You shouldn't be mad because I ate Sheila, I was starving for goddess sake.' I rolled my eyes as he continued to rant. Going on and on as if he didn't know when to shut the hell up. When I woke up this morning, Elias told me he was going to spend the day with Raina and Lilliana. Of course I mi
the lonely wolf (bxb) the new me
(Elias) ' I really want to know what I should do Raina. Should I forgive him or not?' I was confused. My feelings were getting stronger and stronger as the days goes by for Ryker and I didn't know what to do. Raina and I are currently at the tree house hanging out after I told her that I wanted to come here. " I can't tell you what to do Elias, that would only confuse you more. You should look deep within yourself to see if this is what you want or not. Only you can answer that question." I groaned at her reply and shook my head. This didn't make any sense, none of it did. ' how can I know the answer when I'm so confused? It doesn't matter if he's my mate or not, I just don't know if I should trust him or...or forgive him for what he did a-and try to move on. I can't...." I started to sob as I looked back at all the things I've been through. All I wanted was love, I wanted a family dammit! Was that too much to ask for? What wrong have I done to be treated like this? Life is not fa
the lonely wolf (bxb) forgiving him
(Elias)After spending some time with Raina, Lilliana and Samuel, I met up with Brendan and Bryan who wanted to show me around the pack land. saying there were some other things they wanted me to see. It was fun while it lasted, I've never felt so free before. But knowing what was waiting for me, had me worried it will all be over soon. I had Raina teleported me back to my room, because I had to talk to Ryker about something important. It's was best not to delay it any further, because I wanted to be able to spend the rest of my life free of any guilt I've been harboring ever since I got kicked out of my pack by my parents. I decided to take a shower and change into something clean since I've been doing a lot of stuff back at the shadow stone pack which somehow had became my safe haven. Those were the people who really cared about me, they weren't fake and that's what I like about them. But, something was missing. Knowing that I was a warlock without power made me feel like apart o
the lonely wolf (bxb) not what I expected
(Ryker) " you can't be serious!" I shouted, not believing what he was saying. He only stared at me with a blank expression on his face, as if challenging me to try and stop him. I shook my head while standing up, as I began to pace because I didn't know what to do anymore. " I'm finally able to settle down and start a relationship with my mate after so long and this is what you're telling me? What you told me before now, was it all a lie? Was it a way of getting me to be soft so that I can let you do this?" I asked even though I didn't believe that was his intention. ' no Ryker that's not it at all. My parents must know something about my powers and how I can get it back. Plus I won't go alone, I'll have Raina there with me and I'm sure now that I've told you, you would be there as well.' He replied with a scoff before folding his arms. Damn right I'll be there. I wouldn't let him go through this without being there to comfort him. ' stop acting as if you're perfect, you wanted to
the lonely wolf (bxb) an apology
(Elias) " what are you thinking about?" Ryker asked as he was running his hand through my hair, which was both soothing and relaxing. We were both taking a bath, which was helping me with the pain after we had sex. 'What it would be like to finally be able to see my parents again, despite what they did to me." I replied honestly. I could tell he didn't like it when I talked about my parents and my past, but it's something he'd have to deal with whether he likes it or not. " I can't wait for the day when you'll be able to be free from them. You carry too much burden at such a young age baby." I grimaced when he called me baby, not sure if I like it or not. ' I have a lot of help, plus Forest is back and it seems as if he's stronger now. I hope he won't ever have to leave me again though.' That's the best part of what happened earlier. Forest coming back all because Ryker and I were having sex and he wanted to be apart of it. ' hey I was away for too long, plus my experience with R
the lonely wolf (bxb) the darker side of things
(Elias)Over the weeks everything seemed normal so far. They held a ceremony for kai and I, making us officially a Luna of the pack. I chose that title instead of being an alpha because Ryker was already the alpha here and I felt like I was cheating fate, so I went with the Luna title. I wasn't born an alpha, so it was better that way. I was making a lot of progress here which was new. I didn't hate the dark sea pack anymore, as it became my home away from home. Today is the 7th of June and the day I was making plans with everyone here in the office on how I was going to enter my parents pack. I wanted to do this as quickly as I can so that I could get it out of the way. There was no use in dragging this out when I have better things to do with my life. Ryker on the other hand had proven to me that he really did change. Even though we were still going to therapy and getting the help we needed, he did make some changes on his own. He had stopped killing rogues and even offered some a
the lonely wolf (bxb) confronting them
(Ryker) If it was any other time I would have locked Elias up so that he didn't have to do this. I could tell how stressed out he was already, the look on his face had me hesitating because I wasn't sure if we should go through with this or not. The good thing about this was that we had a lot of people here that were willing to risk their lives to protect him. Raina, Miles, Damian, Ryland, Johnathan, Andre, orian who are my warriors were all here waiting for the go ahead. What surprises Elias the most though was the fact that Lilliana, Samuel, Brendan and Bryan were also here. Lilliana told him that there was no way she would let him go through something like this without being there to support him. I watched as he cried while hugging her, getting as much comfort as he could from her." ready?" Raina asked and we all answered with a yes. She was going to teleport us to the Green Bay pack which was easier than just running there. Once we were safe there, we would find a way of talki
the lonely wolf (bxb) the walk
(Elias) It was too much for me. I don't even know why I was stressing myself so much when I already knew what I was getting myself into. But seeing them again, had left me feeling emotionally drained. Not even Ryker knew how to comfort me, no one knew. I wanted to be alone, so I informed Ryker that I was going for a walk by myself even though he didn't like it. Crossing the border, I took my clothes off and shifted into my wolf form, then picked them up with my mouth before running through the forest. I didn't know where I was going until I spotted the one place I thought I'd never see again, the cave. Forest whimpered a little when he saw what was once our home. I shifted back into my human form and got dressed before entering the cave. I looked around in disbelief as I couldn't believe this used to be my home. It used to be forest home when he was in control back then. ' it's cold in here.' I said to forest who was still whimpering, sad because of the things we had experienced
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