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Chapter 69: Jason
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He's a machine! Not sure why that's the first thought in my head when there are so many others running around in there. I'm stupefied at the way this day has gone. I'd woken up, ready to put him on his ass for knocking me out, so how did we get here? I felt fear and doubt sneak under my defenses as I remembered how I'd acted in the last few hours.What does he think of me? Does he think I'm easy because I let him have me so soon? The thought brought tears to my eyes. I'd never planned to share myself like this with anyone again, not willingly. I'm smart enough to know that not all sexual contact between the sexes is as ugly as what was done to me. But somehow, I'd convinced myself that no one worth anything would want to have that with me, not in a healthy way anyway.Is that why he'd done it? Because he saw me as used goods? As someone who didn't matter? Something to be cast aside once used? But his touch… the way he held me, and the words he spoke… I opened my eyes after our thir
the squad Chapter 71: Jason
After her bath, she was beat, so I pulled another one of my old tee-shirts on over her head and put her to bed. I climbed in and held her close until her breathing evened out and then waited for another five minutes, which I spent just watching her face in sleep.It was some time before I, too, fell asleep, the night's actions finally catching up with me. I'll tell her about the kid in the morning when she was more cognizant. It was the last thought I had before giving into slumber. I didn't spare the asshole I'd tossed a second thought because he wasn't worth it. If only all the others who'd hurt her could be that easy to get rid of. But she still hadn't given up the name of the town where she'd been held captive.I woke sometime later in the middle of the night with a raging hard-on and a need for her that ran deep. She was still fast asleep when I turned her from my arms onto her back and made my way down her middle to between her warm thighs. I pushed my shirt, which is the onl
the squad Chapter 72: Jason
I left the lightest of touches on her cheek before planting one last kiss as soft as butterfly wings across her lips before turning away and getting out of bed. While I was watching her and fighting the urge to climb into the tub with her and maybe have her again, I'd also been thinking.It's not lost on me that I've never been this way with anyone else, that my mind didn't take the same path it usually does after sharing a bed with the opposite sex. In the past, after each and every encounter, I couldn't wait to get away. I never wanted to give anyone the wrong impression that it was more than a release. Plus, I usually felt like something was missing, like I'd lost part of myself after the act; still don't know what that's about.But not with her. If I wasn't sure before, what I was about to do and the way I felt would've cinched it. I made sure the door was locked behind me and that no one was about. I'm learning to trust these guys, sure, but she's still vulnerable, and I have
the squad Chapter 73: Lyon
All damn morning I've been thinking about this sh*t . From the time I woke up, it's been on my mind. I left the guys a while ago and am now hanging out on one of the upstairs balconies in this monstrosity, watching the sun play on the water in the distance. I saw the senator and his daughter walk in that direction a little while ago and could hear the drone of voices below. The nosy ass women are up to some sh*t .Kat's three youngest are crawling around on the floor out here with me getting into sh*t because apparently, any time I sit still for more than five seconds, it's an invitation to babysit. Her asshole delinquent sons had hightailed it somewhere, leaving me to deal with this sh*t like I didn't have enough on my mind.I heard movement behind me and turned my head around to see Caleb followed closely behind by his shadow. The kid is a little beauty, what's her name again? Tyler only calls her baby Zak which is cute as hell. She had a hold on my kids' hand, or he had one on h
the squad Chapter 74: Lyon
"So, what do you suggest? We're not exactly catching these douchebags the legal way." Logan looked like the idea of not killing them didn't sit too well with him."His brothers are in law enforcement, and his wife's a FED. I'm sure we can come up with something." Thorpe looked at Mancini when he said this."I see you've done your homework." Mancini laughed, and Law snorted."Sh*t, Lyon had a whole dossier on you after our first meet. Well, as much as could be found anyway. What, you didn't think we were gonna look you up?""I have dossiers on all of you, but that's not what we're talking about."These f*cks can't stay on point for two minutes; they're worst than the women with this sh*t . Speaking of which, I need to check on Kat soon; her hormonal ass is all over the place. Which reminds me, I need to find her a pregnancy test from somewhere. Then again, after nine kids, I should have freaking radar in this bitch."Honestly, I never thought of that. We've always just elimi
the squad Chapter 75: Mancini
Now I'm sitting here wondering if Catalina had taken all of this into consideration. On the one hand, I'm hoping she did, and on the other, it would be scary as sh*t if she did. I've known for some time that her mind is one of a kind. It's my reason for providing her with whatever she asks for in the past. But I have to be honest that I never thought her capable of a hit. Lyon knew, though, he always did.It's like I've told him; she is what he would've been had Char brought him in when he was younger, but without the training. Which means she's a natural. Now Lyon is insisting that we no longer end the men and women we bring down because of a promise he'd made to her, and I have no doubt, like him, that if we don't hold up our end, she will do it again. There go my dreams of a little mini assassin force.I closed my eyes with a smile and rested my head back on the chair as I let the sounds of the ocean creep in through the slightly opened window. Things were going much smoother th
the squad Chapter 76: Jason
I'm inside her again for what feels like the one-hundredth time. It seems like I haven't been out of her for more than five minutes in the last day and a half. We'd spent the whole day in bed. I can't believe they'd let us, but now it was time to get up and get to work, but I had to have her one last time to tide me over.She never once told me no, never once turned me away. I'd had a fear in the back of my mind that she'd have flashbacks or that something I do would trigger a memory that would set her back, but it never happened. Now I think I'm f*cking her as hard and as long as I have been in a bid to erase her past and the ugliness that was done to her even though I know it's not possible.I'd spent the last twenty-four hours forming a bond between us that would not be easily forgotten. It's the first time I'd marked a woman with my seed, and though I can't for the life of me figure out why or how I know that this was the right way to do it, some primitive part of me knows and
the squad Chapter 77: Roxy
What a strange few days I've had. Do they know? Are they all looking at me? Judging me? My eyes went to his sister and brother expecting to see looks of revulsion on their faces, but they weren't even looking at me. The women welcomed me with smiles and carried on talking like they weren't all dying to know what we'd been up to the day before or why he'd even waste his time with me.I half expected to be faced with accusations from at least some of them when we came up for air. It's one of the reasons I didn't deny him. Halfway through our sexual marathon, I'd made up my mind to take as much of him as I could get before the bubble burst. There was no use lying to myself; he'd climbed under my skin and placed himself smack dab in the center of my heart, a heart I thought long dead.But I knew it wouldn't last, not with my past. It was only a matter of time before he opened his eyes and accepted the truth, that I am damaged goods. And if he doesn't come to the realization himself, n
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