Chapter: 1*******“Steven!""Steven!!""My goodness, where is that boy?" The woman paused, pushing a stay lock of hair behind her ear. "Steven!""Yes! What is it, mother?""What! Don't tell me you've been in there all this time and I've been shouting on top of my lungs." Mrs. Mebel scolded."I'm sorry mum, I was lost in my own thoughts.""What is bothering you son? You're not the type to look dead and mostly to be lost in thoughts. Something's changed in you and I want to know what that is. What is it, son? You know you can tell me anything.""Yes mother I know, but I'm not so sure about this one. I don't want to share it with anyone."I might even die with it, gladly die with it."That's nonsense son, you've to share it with me. They say a problem shared is a problem half solved. If you don't tell me or anyone else, it keeps hurting you." Mrs. Mebel tried talking her son into telling her."Mum.""Yes, what is it? Trust your mother and tell her.""OK mum, but maybe later we could tal

Chapter: 3.*****What is wrong with me? Let's just pretend none of that happened earlier and I wish Raya wasn't married to David. "What!" Where did that come from? I can't stay here and certainly can't feel something for my best-friend’s wife, it's wrong and a sin.Nothing seems to be working the way Steven wanted it right now. He stayed up turning and tossing around making a mess of the king-sized bed. He never knew when he eventually fell asleep. Steven wished it never happened but David came right in and bounced on him waking him up with a jolt. Now that was a really cruel way to wake someone up and being so angry David did that, Steven threw David off of him and had him pinned down on the bed. When he eventually let go of his hand they both had a good pillow fight that got the pillows open and flying all around the place. For two grown men like his mother used to say, they sure know how to play like kids. He guesses it's part of them, something that makes them special, something

Chapter: 5.*****The airport taxi was already waiting for Steven by the time he got out. The drive to the airport made him wish he'd never travel again. The taxi sucks. The air was so fucking hard to breathe in. Eventually, they made it to the airport and once Steven was ready to go on board, the sight of the plane made him want to throw up the little of what's left from last night. Steven might never board a plane for the rest of his life again.I think I'm going to be sick.That is if I made it home alive.What did I ever do wrong? Why did my sick heart have to love someone else's wife? David hates his guts, he would never speak to him again, his face this morning told Steven more than enough.? How would he go on living knowing too well that David is no longer part of his life?It's no longer D&S.It's just him.What could be worse? His life right before his eyes is fading away, there would be no one to talk to, no one to share his pain and worries with. Never had he ever thought a

Chapter: 7.*****Steven's mother came into the room again, this time she needs her answers and Steven can't tell her he needed more time. She has given him quite enough time."Steven.""Yes, mother.""I am back.""I can see that.""So mind telling me what has gotten into you since you got back from David's.""Mum, D hates me now, he would never forgive me. He told me but I never believed it would happen eventually.""What! How could he? After all these years of successful friendship, he is willing to throw everything down the drain. He has no right to hate you.""Mum relax it's not his fault.""I don't care whose fault it is, you two have no right to hate each other.""Maybe you're right mother, but this is all my fault.""What do you mean your fault?""Mother David invited me over to make up for missing his wedding and I went to his house to fall in love with his wife. How fantastic is that?""You did what?""Yes mother I did and I don't want Raya to get the wrong impressions or fee

Chapter 9.******Just like every other morning, your head is up, your eyes are opened but you just can't find yourself getting out of bed. With all that has been running through Steven's mind lately, he feels numb so he simply just sat back on the floor. His heart still aches and his body seems to have a mind of its own. Thankfully Lily hasn't called to knock him off about David and whether or not he had called him.Well guess today wasn't his lucky day because he was getting a call and it was from none other than the precious Lee."Hello, uncle Steven!" She sang into the receiver and Steven found himself smiling, she has this aura around her that brightens everything she touched or in his case, speak to."Hey, there sweetie! How are you?""Fine thank you, how are you?""Never been better darling.""Did you speak to David yet?""I'm afraid not, he hasn't taken any of my calls either, I've tried.""I am so sorry uncle Steve, don't be sad I'm sure he'd come around.""Yeah! I hope so too