77... Blessed...

CLAIRE.

I feel my heart softening towards Ryan. I took a sharp breath. "Ryan, you are messing my head up"

"I want you back, Claire. I want you for real this time..."

I want him in my life too, but... "The contract" I mentioned.

"Fuck the contract, it's gonna get terminated" He pushed back his full hair. "I just want you in my life. I wasn't able to sleep well, or eat well. I couldn't even think straight, I felt like I've lost you forever" He whispered.

It was obvious he is not the normal Ryan I know, some things are not right about him. I observed him again, and I noticed he lost weight, his dark eyes told me he wasn't getting enough rest and the sincerity in his eyes is so clear and bright, I don't think that can be faked.

I gazed at him speechlessly, suppressing the urge to fall into his arms.

"What can I do to make you accept me?" He asked slowly.

I sighed.

"I can go on my kneels right now, right here if you want" He said, rushing his words and sounding eager.

I couldn't h