We have a very busy weekend, sorry for not being able to write more. we're currently heading to a swimming pool. indoors, because Dutch weather has a mind of it's own. it was very warm the last few weeks and now it's more like fall. rain, long pants and jackets.
Brax’s povWhat was I doing?‘He could be our chosen,’ Hudson said, and I shut that thought down right away.My wolf was delusional if he thought I would put Airk in that position. Chosen mates were rare, and he wasn’t even eighteen. Once he met his mate, he would be forced to reject him so he could be with me, and I couldn’t do that to Airk. Rejecting something was like denying a piece of yourself, and people described the feeling of rejecting it as dying. And if Airk ended up choosing his mate over me, I'd be left heartbroken. Besides, we were just having fun, right?‘No, you’re not just having fun, idiot.’ Hudson growled.Then I should end it before it gets out of control.But I didn’t end it. Once he kissed me, I knew I couldn’t stay away from him, even if I tried. I made a stupid contract, trying to protect my feelings and those of Airk. Of course I was scared of Airk’s family, but that wasn’t the reason why I was keeping us a secret. It was because I didn’t want my pack to see me
Argo’s pov "What are you doing in here?" Airk asked with wide eyes when he came into his room. I shrugged my shoulders, "what’s the big fucking deal? I come into your room all the time." But then I realized what the big fucking deal was. Airk stepped closer to me and I could smell Brax all over him. "Did you and Brax fuck?" I almost shouted before Airk shushed me. "No! And don’t be so loud." Rolling my eyes at my brother, I chuckled, "what, it’s not like it’s a fucking secret?" Airk blushed and looked away. "Don’t fucking tell me he’s embarrassed. You’re a fucking catch." Airk shook his head, "no, it was my idea. He’s scared of mom, dad, and well, everyone in our family thinking less of him if they knew he was fooling around with me. We’re not dating; we’re just, I don’t know, making out?" "Making out, huh?" I teased. "That’s why you smell like sex." Airk shook his head again. "We didn’t do anything else. I mean, almost, but he stopped." "Why? Did something happen? I though
Mila’s pov"Where the hell were you? You’re supposed to be soldiers?!" I yelled at the soldiers as they came running towards us.The fight didn’t last long—maybe minutes—and the soldiers showed up just before I placed Argo down to call for help. At least they came, but it was too late.While I didn’t like the guy, I didn’t want Argo to die, especially not after saving me.The soldiers mindlinked Brax and brought Argo to the hospital.Airk, Elora, and I sat in the waiting room, and I explained what had happened. Brax came out with a phone that he kept at a distance from his ear because someone was yelling very loudly at the other end."…it hasn’t even been one fucking week, and my boy is already injured. What the fuck kind of pack are you running? I’m coming over right the fuck now, and I am for sure not letting my boys stay with you any fucking longer."Airk jumped up and motioned for Brax to hand him the phone, saying, "mom, calm down.""Don’t fucking tell me to calm down; Argo was at
Airk’s pov"Mom, calm down." I said as soon as Brax handed me his phone.Evidently, this is the worst thing you can say to someone who is already upset, as mom lost it after hearing it. Dad was finally able to calm her down, and I explained what had happened and what the doctor had said."I’m still sending Kyra over. She’ll be there fucking soon, and if you’re not telling me everything, I’ll fucking know!" I heard Mom yell from the background."She’s just worried," Dad explained. "It’s the first time all the kids have been away from home. Aeryn and Storm are gone as well.""I know, dad. But Argo knows how to defend himself, and I promise Brax is making sure nothing like this will happen again."Dad sighed, "you know how hard it was when we lost the girls. And that pack just brings back bad memories, you know."I knew what he meant. It was Brax’s father who pretended to want an alliance with dad, but then hired someone to kill my sisters behind his back."Brax is nothing like his father
Brax’s povA knock on my door surprised me. Especially the scent of the person on the other side. I had been getting ready for bed, and I was wearing nothing but a towel around my waist and one on my head to cover my hair.It just dried better if I kept it in a towel for a while. It gave my hair some volume and waves that it didn't naturally have. It never occurred to me to get dressed or remove the stupid towel from my head; I was so happy that he was here."I’m sorry, I didn’t realize you were taking a shower." Airk said, his eyes raking my body. He moved slowly, as if he were memorizing each muscle and curve of my body, until it landed on my head.He chuckled, and it was the cutest thing ever.I never blush, but I could feel my cheeks becoming warm, and I knew I probably looked like a damn tamato. Alpha Brax, matching the colors of his pack. Red like the mountains around us. I quickly removed the towel and threw it behind me. "So, what’s up, Air?""Well," Airk said, moving into my r
Airk’s povSeeing how much Brax enjoyed what I had done made me feel proud. This was the first time I had ever given a blowjob, and I must have been doing something right for Brax to react the way he did.He called me perfect.Despite how much I wanted to take things further, part of me felt relieved that I had an excuse to leave his room. Brax was used to having sex, and I was probably just one of many people who had made him have an orgasm.But he would be my first. Being naked around someone took trust, and while I trusted Brax, I still felt really vulnerable.Maybe because I was lying to Brax about my feelings for him. What if I shouted out that I loved him while we were having sex? That always happens in movies—people finally admitting their feelings while having orgasms.Goddess, I was really clueless about relationships. And now I was going to talk to Argo about his, as if I knew what I was talking about.I knocked on Argo’s door, and he opened it, smelling the air and giving me
Argo’s pov Fucking dick! Airk doesn’t get it. I like Hazel. No, I fucking love her, and Mila is just a friend. Not even a friend, more like a colleague that annoys me. So what if I like the way her ass bounces when she works out or I enjoy seeing the way her tits spill out of her top. After Darian walked me out of the dining room, I expected to be scolded for my behavior, but he didn’t. He just walked with me until we reached our room and sighed. "I get it. I used to know guys like that. Hell, I used to be a guy like that. Someone who pretends to be perfect and has everything together. But most of the time, those are the most insecure guys." I shrugged my shoulders. While I appreciated Darian trying to talk to me, I was still pissed off. "He’s a fucking douche. I got attacked by a fucking rogue, and yet I’m still the one that gets sent away. He shouldn’t even be here." "I’m happy you’re okay, though, and so is Elora." "And are you okay? You know that you can talk to me or Airk. W
Mila’s pov Training went well; Argo had laid out a plan, and I just had to follow it, so it wasn’t hard to do. I did notice that my group was falling behind in some areas, but as soon as Argo was healed, I would make sure I spent more time on them. At the end of training, I saw him walking around the pack, looking like he didn’t know what he was doing, before sitting down and watching us from a distance. It couldn’t be easy for a person who works out every day for hours at a time to suddenly not be able to do much more than walk around. No. I stopped myself. Why was I feeling pity for him? Of all the encounters we had together over the last few days, most of them were awful. Sometimes he would suddenly open up to me, and I could see why people found him charming, but most of the time he would either insult me or get on my nerves. stupid, pretty boy. His words from the hospital kept repeating in my mind, and I wondered what kinds of things she would do to my body if he had the cha