Blaise
I used to love my voice.
I was called an angel for it. A healer. I’d found my happiness singing pups to sleep, humming a sweet melody as I rocked them between my arms. I’d loved watching their eyes slowly flicker close. I’d loved every single thing about them, from their soft breaths to the way their lashes fluttered.
Now, I wish I never had this damn thing at all.
“You will sing the Alpha to sleep every night,” The Beta growls. His violet eyes are narrowed down to daggers, almost as if he’s repulsed by being in the same space that I am. And I stay motionless, refusing to even look at him.
“Omega.”
Pale fingers grip my chin, jerking my head upwards. Ezra Lord. I’d heard rumors about the cold-blooded, ruthless Beta of the Shadow Pack even when I was back in Senna. About how he had once killed an Omega just for standing in his way.Maybe he’ll kill me now and save me from this hellhole.
For a still second, his eyes search mine. Everything about him is all angles and edges. There are no soft curves, no matter how hard I look for them.
He tilts his head. His fingertips, somehow, feel colder as time passes. “Don’t step a single inch out of line. That’s a warning you should strongly consider heeding.”
He lets go. And he turns, a massive shadow shrouded in a thick, dark cloak as he leaves the room. Just before the door closes, I hear his venomous murmur.
“The day you prove yourself worthless is the day of your execution.”
“Keep that in mind, Omega.”
The door slams. And I’m left there, alone and wrists wrapped in cold chains fastened to a metal chair. My bare feet scuff against the glossed marble floor. Three candles flickering by the nightstand are the only source of light illuminating the cold room. The bed of the Alpha that I’m set next to is huge— but weirdly simple at the same time. I want to spit on it.Should I spit on it? I should.
And I’m working a glob inside my mouth when the door suddenly clicks open. I instantly freeze, expecting the Shadow Alpha in all of his bloody glory. But instead, I see the head of a man poke inside. He’s all hazel and warm amber, from the shade of his hair to his lashed eyes. The moment he sees me, he quickly shuffles inside and lets the door close quietly behind him. I don’t feel any kind of Dominance on him. An Omega.
He dashes over, clearly in a hurry.
“I don’t have too much time,” He whispers, bending down on one knee. I stare at him in surprise as he starts to tug at the chains. “Heavens. Who made it this tight? Are you okay?”
At first, I’m weary. And I don’t answer. Who knew if his heart was all black behind those innocent-looking eyes?
I wasn’t about to fall for bait that they’d sent in my direction. If they wanted something, they were going to have to try harder than thi—
He blinks rapidly. His eyes are watery, more deer than wolf. “Oh goodness. Your wrists are all scratched up.”
A lump forms in my throat. “...it hurts a little.”
“No wonder.” He says angrily, giving the chains another sharp tug. I feel the pressure loosen. “Is that better? I won’t be able to do too much, since they might notice. But I brought you something.”
He leans, rummaging through his pockets to show me a tube of ointment. The smile that lights up his face is sweet and full of pride.
“Snagged it from the Healer when he wasn’t looking. This one’s the best for cuts.”
He’s already gotten to me.
“Won’t you get in trouble?” I whisper, quietly. “I don’t think you should do this. Leave before the Alpha comes in. Please.”
He doesn’t even reply. He just squeezes a pea-sized amount on his fingertip before starting to spread it on my tender wrists. And suddenly I want to cry, so badly.
I barely hold it together.
“Okay, that’ll be good for now.” He whispers, getting to his feet. His honey-colored eyes are full of warmth. “I’m so sorry that I have to leave.”
I shake my head. I see the silhouette of him disappear behind the door, pressing down the urge to ask for his name. I wanted him out of here as fast as possible before the Alpha made his entrance.
But as the minutes tick by, a small part of me regrets wanting him away so early.
The ointment slowly dries on the skin of my wrists. The empty silence makes me remember the faces of the pups back home, giggling and nagging me for song after song.
You’re the best singer I’ve ever seen, Blaise! The best of the best! I want you to sing when I marry, okay? Promise me that you will!
A gasp leaves my lips. And I double over on the chair, the nausea coming all the way up my throat as I breathe. Sweat covers my forehead.
Then the door opens, for the last time.
The air changes. It turns darker, and I completely freeze in the position I’m in. I hear footsteps, heavy but silent against the wood. I feel the Dominance, from this distance.
A silhouette comes closer and closer until I see it stop right in front of me. Something invisible feels like it’s choking the air straight out of my throat. The aura is ridiculous. It feels like metal sheets, compressing me down to the inches. His voice is like the richest velvet.
“Omega.”
Look at him, Blaise. Look up. He is not God. Why are you so weak?
I force my head up. And the moment I do, I barely stop myself from flinching back. A pair of stunning gold eyes scour me, head to toe. His eyes are the most beautiful, treacherous things I’ve ever seen. It’s hypnotizing. Siren’s call.
I jerk my head back away, to see a smile tinting his lips in my peripheral.
“I assume you’ve already met Ezra.” He whispers, and I hear the bed dip as he seats himself on the edge. Long, dark curls spill over his thick brows. “Did he tell you what you’re in here for? He isn’t the most welcoming.”
“He really isn’t.”
The sentence flies out of me before I can even think over it in my head. And I expect him to slap me. But he only laughs— a husky, genuinely-amused laugh from his throat. The aura that had nearly crushed the breath out of me is slowly lessening. Was he suppressing it, for my sake?
I’m confused.
This was the Shadow Alpha? The only one who outnumbered the vicious Beta in kills and tolerated zero disrespect?
I see him stretch himself out on the bed. He is so tall that his feet nearly reach the end of the massive thing. He’s lean in the figure, but I can see the strength ripple through the thick robe on his body. His voice shifts to a coaxing purr.
“Now. Will you let me hear you?”
“Do I even have a choice?” I murmur bitterly, pulling at the chains and shooting him a disdainful look.
“Not right now. But maybe one day you will.”
What is that even supposed to mean, I scoff. He was mocking me, for sure. But my brows slowly furrow as I start to sing. It’s a soft melody that I’d used to sing to the pups to sleep. I hear the Alpha’s soft sigh, full of pleasure.
The melody is both a vow and a vigil.
A vow, to kill this man in front of me. The two-faced snake that had sentenced my entire Pack to death, with all women and pups.
And vigil for all that was lost.
I wake up to the soft churn of sunlight against my cheeks. The Alpha’s room is lit with the traces of early morning, slowly making its way through the curtained windows. I hear lively chirping, muffled past the glass. It’s so uncomfortable. My tongue sits heavy in my throat, full of an ashy taste that I can’t stand. My neck and back are stiff from keeping upright in this position for hours, against the cold metal backing of the chair. The relief from the ointment is long gone. It’s back to itchy, rough skin, too tender from rubbing against the chains. I can’t even itch it, bound like some donkey. I’m annoyed as hell. I’d barely slept five minutes, the entire night. My hungry eyes look for a target. And they immediately land on the Alpha, sleeping ever so peacefully in the massive bed. I look at the plush, silk covers, and then back to my chair.Now I’m actually pissed. Not even caring that he looks like he’s sleeping through one of the best nights of his life, I lift m
Did he not discipline you? The Beta’s words echo in my mind, as my eyes flicker to his empty spot on the meal table. Beside him sits the Alpha, whose golden eyes I meet as my gaze wanders to him. The fork freezes in my fingertips. I’d been poking at the deliciously cooked portion of steak in front of me with no appetite, for the past thirty minutes. Only now do I feel the sharp glances coming from the other wolves around the table. Their glances alternate between me and the Alpha. I can feel the scorn, first. For not touching the food so generously provided for me. Curiosity, as to why the Alpha was not giving me the punishment I deserved. Just like the Beta. But then the Alpha suddenly lowers his fork. Then he looks at one of the warriors next to him, his voice completely different from the softer tone I’d heard yesterday in the bedroom. He’s noticed the murmurs as well. He’s probably noticed them from the start. “Bring in the prisoner.” And I should’ve realized, the moment
The moment shatters. Rough fangs bury into the scruff of my neck. There’s an earsplitting roar, as I’m hurled back at least fifty feet away from the Edge. The adrenaline dissipates, as I crash into the snow. The momentum takes me another twenty feet back. And I’m nothing but a sopping-wet, weak Omega once again. The Alpha is upon me within seconds. Gold flashes. “Are you out of your fucking mind?” I laugh, the moment I see the twisted expression marring his face. He pins me down to the snow, a massive dark figure swallowing up my tiny, white body. His rage is unmistakable. And I laugh, knowing that I’m the one who drove him to this point. “Why,” I say, laughing still. “Scared that you’re going to lose your only hope of sleeping well at night, Alpha?” I had nothing to be afraid of anymore. But then the sheer fury in his golden eyes fades, the longer he looks down at me. It turns into something like pity. And the moment I see it— myself, reflected in the pools of his eyes— I
Something’s happening in the Shadow packhouse. An Omega maid slams into me when I turn around the corner, murmuring out a quick apology before scurrying down the corridor with a basket full of freshly-picked cherries. This had already happened five times, and both my shoulders ache at this point. I’d seen things from cherries to baked loaves of bread and even a massive platter of the richest chocolate cake I’d ever seen. The cake had come pretty dangerously close— it had nearly landed straight on my face. I wrap the scarf that Noel had left me tighter around my cheeks as I head out into the frigid cold outside. I’d found it this morning next to me, neatly folded into a stack and with a note on top that read his kindness. It’s even more of a chaotic mess outdoors than indoors. Silver lanterns hang on the brittle branches of wintergreen trees, glowing faintly with the flame protected beneath silken, insulated covers. I hear the chirping of birds, in this cold. They fly close t
“So can you put some cushioning on these chains or what? They’re actually really hard to try and sleep with if you haven’t noticed.” The Alpha gives me a look. And even though I’m the one who hissed at him first, I still tense as he stops drying his hair. He lets the white towel fall around his neck, and I just stiffen even more when he comes closer. He leans over me. His shadow envelops mine and my eyes widen in surprise when he just undoes the entire thing. The chain drops to the floor with a heavy clang. Then the Alpha simply returns to drying his hair. I raise a brow. “Not worried anymore? Or am I getting fired?” “No one’s getting fired tonight,” He whispers, laughing softly. “I wouldn’t want my Singer all chained up in the first place, would I?” Yeah, right, I scoff. He probably just realized I was no actual threat to him at all. Alphas healed at a viciously fast rate— and they sensed danger from a mile away. And I was a puny Omega, after all. “Can you put a shirt on?”
He really had gotten me a dress. I poke at the chiffon garment. It feels ten times more expensive than anything I’d ever had to wear before, the silver fabric silken to the touch. It’s simple but elegant, with a river of diamonds embedded among the lines where it’d fit my curves. I lift the necklace laid on top of the folded dress, sterling silver and studded with gold. This is too much. My eyes crinkle. And the last thing I really wanted to do was accept pretty things from the Alpha who’d ordered the destruction of my entire Pack. I wasn’t even going to dance with him, anyways. I was planning to find a nice, cozy spot and hide out until the entire event ended. Leaving the dress on top of the nightstand, I leave the Alpha’s chambers. It’s nearing noon now, and I shuffle down the corridors with my slippers, dodging any maids that are finishing up the final preparations before the official start of the Moon Festival tonight. I’m wondering if I should drop by the kitchen to s
BLAISE Twilight is descending over Shadow. I look outside the window, touching my gloved fingertips onto the frosted glass. The air is so cold that it bleeds through the walls and the floor. Tonight, the Blood Hour would take its place on the ice, when the Blood Moon rose to its fullest. But at least I’d be with my friend to get through it. “Blaise!” I turn. Noel pauses to a stop, his amber eyes wide as he looks at the dress that I’m wearing. “You look absolutely stunning, Blaise.” “Do I?” I say, my brows twisting a bit as I pull at the top part of the dress. It feels a little loose there, around my chest. It was the first time I’d ever revealed this much skin. I’d always just stuck to covering myself up as much as possible since I’d always been around young pups in Senna. Plus it kept me free from running up and down the mouths of male wolves, who shamelessly commented on my figure out of the blue. Multiple times, even when I was within hearing range. Did you see the Sing
“Hid in a good spot, hm?” My face is so hot that I almost can’t feel it. And I’m not dreaming up the gasps that echo all around me. The light of the lanterns flash before my eyes. “Almost missed you,” The Alpha whispers, the gold of his gaze bordering anger as he practically puppets me out to the center of the dance floor. The kohl staining the edges of his narrowed eyes make the shades even more vibrant. It twists and tears, underneath the unraveled locks of sable hair that come past his brow. “And you even made yourself look so damn gorgeous, Blaise.” The heat blazes hotter as he clasps a hand around my waist. I can hear the music playing in the background, but everything is more like a blur as the Alpha moves me. He leads through each step, both violent and tender. His lips are twisted up in that smile I’d seen him give at my Beta’s execution. “Good girl. Follow along.” Sweat beads on the side of my face. And I want to start complaining, about when this would come to an end