Melody Pov
I dragged myself awake when the alarm woke me up. I didn't want to wake up because I had pains, my body was aching since starting physical therapy with the physiotherapist. I was trying to regain my muscle strength and walk again. It's been weeks now now so I can finally walk, today will be the last day of my training thank God.
I went to the shower and regulated the water, once the temperature was ideal. I then allowed the water to spill down on me. I started with washing my hair first, it had been a while of me not washing it and there's probably so many microorganisms that have started growing there. Once I was done with that I washed my body and got out of the shower.
By now my hair had air dryed
Melody PovDo you know how messed up it is to be comforted by your attacker. When a stranger attacks you its better because you don't know them. But your husband it causes a different fear especially because you know he'll come back to continue what he started. I woke up in the middle of the night after a nightmare that Giovanni was killing me.When I woke up I realized he hadn't come back, my fear of him coming back and finishing what he started made me wake up. I toptoed and looked around the house once I was sure he wasn't around, I slowly made my way to the guest room on the second floor the one we never use, I got inside and locked the door I'd sleep here for the night and in the morning. I'll try find a way of getting myself out of this mess.
I broke the door down I wasn't going to wait for her to open the door, I knew she was mad at me and chances of her opening the door were minimal so I had to. I found her on the floor startled by me breaking the door, she looked so frightened as if she thought I was going to hit her again it broke my heart to know I had pushed her to such extremes.I tried talking to her and apologizing but she simply left and walked away. I didn't want to push her so I simply followed her silently hoping she'd go to our bedroom. She wasn't her normal pretty self her eyes swollen, her hair was all over the place and her skin black and blue. I was the cause of it, I felt ashamed I didn't even know what I was going to do to make things better after what I had done to her.She instead went to the kitchen she must've been very hungry and I bet eating will be very painful and seeing me will only worsen her feelings I saw her go to the fridge instead of op
Melody PovAfter Giovanni left the house and went to work, I recieved a message from Holly she was outside of my mansion with transportation to get us far away. Now as much as I wanted to go with her, I was scared she's just a physiotherapist against the Mafia. I can imagine what he'd do if he found me, he almost killed me just for kissing her what more if she he finds out I've left with her. I'll surely be dead.Linda came in with the soup 🍲, " For you my lady " She said as she placed the bowl in front of me. " Eat it'll make you feel better " She said as she looked at me with pitiful eyes, it's not pity I need but help. " I know it's not my place but may I ask what happened? I'm not blaming you or anything but why would Mr Black do such a thing when he loves you so much " She sat down in front of me, and held my hand in hers. " They say talking helps, Don't Carry the burden alone, I'm here talk to me." 
I opened my eyes and my ears were not deceiving me I had pulled the trigger and yes I shot Holly. I stood there gawking at her, no emotion came to mind. My mind had yet to process that I've killed someone. I shot her in the head even though I wasn't aiming for it. Time stopped the only image's in my head of what was in the one in front of me.I could hear people talking yet I couldn't hear anything, Someone was pulling on my hand yet I couldn't feel anything. I had shot Holly, she was dead but so was I. How would I escape what I have done, memories flashed before my eyes. I had been happy before that day occurred. Before Holly came into my life I was happy. Now I'm dead.Her kiss caused me to get strangled and nearly killed, now I tried escaping because she gave me false hope. She ruined my life and she was dead yet I'll have to live with all I've done. I wished I could bring her back, I wish she can come back
The following morning after I bathed, I went to the dining hall to have breakfast. My throat was better and I felt like some bacon. I Still didn't know the status of my relationship with Giovanni, he did not return to our bed yesterday and I wanted to see him and if I would be brave enough talk to him.The dining hall was silent, the normal extravagant array of food was no where insight the only food on the table was the food Giovanni was eating. I was curious why things had been changed, Giovanni was eating his food silently. I was afraid to sit down what if he did not want me here. What could I possibly do, I turned and walked out and went back to my room.A part of me wished he would follow me but he did not. I guess our relationship was definitely over. Something clicked in my mind Giovanni was already dressed when I saw him, how did he move his stuff out of our bedroom. I rushed to his closet and yes half his things was gone. Which room w
Melody as planning on hiding her fight with the maid but she woke up the following morning with bruises on her body even her face. It was one hell of a fight she had not felt it yesterday because of the adrenaline but today her face was sore. And she was feeling a bit faint due to not eating, she ate some toothpaste and some tissues just to ensure she had something in her stomach.She was allergic to oats and the reaction was really bad so she couldn't risk eating it and she would have to wait until dinner time to actually eat. She was being punished alright. She still remembered the maids words this is not a hotel. How could someone love you today and hate you the next.While she was sitting by the balcony as usual looking outside Jessica came in, " Hi babes you want to go out shopping with me " That came as a surprise after trying to escap
Giovanni unwrapped his arms around me, he run his hand through his hair and cleared his throat. " I have to go " and he turned to walk away. " Are you going to work " I asked him, I wanted to know the reason he could not spend time with me had he not forgiven me." I'll be in my study Mel I have a lot of work I still need to do. His tone as he said that was a harsh and unsettling, he was still very much angry with me that I knew. " Oh okay I guess I will see you later then " he did not respond instead left the room. I thought this was it and finally we were going back to the old us happy and in love it seemed like that was just a Fantasy.At lunch the maids came in with a tray and put it on the table, and left. I was being served lunch so that was a start right, I immediately dug in it was pasta my favorite to be precise chicken Alfredo I did. My heart melted at the sight, after eating my food I suddenly felt super
I heard a distant knock then I felt someone tap my shoulders. I did not want to wake up I was tired and a bit sore from yesterday. " Mrs Black please wake up " I peeped to see who was this person who dares to wake me. Shock registered on my face and I immediately woke up, " Linda is that really you or am I dreaming " " It is me ma'am " She replied in a low voice." I am really sorry that I put you in that situation, I don't know what I was thinking. I caused a lot of people pain and I regret it everyday " I could not even look her in the face, I can only imagine what Giovanni had possibly done to her. " I forgave you and I understand you were scared, you are still a child who happens to be married to a complicated man. I do not blame you for anything you should also forgive yourself. "She was truly an angel and I was glad she was not angry at me. " Your husband sent me to call you for breakfast " She sai