"I called you, but you dropped the call. Look what mess are you in now," my friend blamed me.
We are now in a cafe near the mall.
"Do you know anything I did when I was drunk?" I asked desperately.
She sighed deeply before looking at me with frustration. "You don't really remember what happened?" she questioned back.
"Darn it, Ayesha, will I ask if there is?" I answered—annoyed before drinking my coffee.
She also drank from her cup before starting the story.
"I was drunk back then but I kinda remember what happened," her introduction.
"You left our place, maybe to find a way for us to get home, but I was surprised when you came back with someone. Yes, it's your freaking hot husband to be.."
I sat up and listened to her more.
"He's supporting you, girl you look like a mess that time. HAHAHA!"
She laughed hard like she can still see what I look like at that moment.
"So I asked him why he was there and why he was holding you. He answered it was just a coincidence that we're in the same bar and then Tito called just in time. Tito asked him to take us home. "
"Then fast forward, we're in his car that time. HAHAHA! You said, "Hey fiancé, can you stop the car for a while? I'm going to puke", girl you really lost your poise that moment."
She laughed as she told the story while I did nothing but cover my face in shame.
"Maybe your fiancé was scared as fvck to dirt his car so he stopped. You hurriedly get out then, you almost stumbled because you could not walk properly. He's like a super hero who immediately followed to support you," she said tremblingly like a teenager madly in love.
"After that, you took me home. That's where my memory last because I was only there until then. But before I went down I heard you talking to him.. " She looked at me seriously this time so I swallowed hard in nervous.
"W-what? What did I say for you to look me like that?" I asked nervously.
"Bitch, you just asked him to sleep with you. No, not just asked, you pleaded for heaven's sake."
I was dumbfounded by what she said. Ayesha is not a liar.
"Fvck Ayesha. Fvck,” I muttered a curse and processed everything all together.
That's why I woke up next to him.
"ANDREI Villa Cruz, your fiancé Ms. Monasterio."
My jaw dropped as I stared at him. He's my freaking fiancé?
"C-cassandra M-monasterio," I barely manage to say then handed my hand.
I don't know if I was just imagining it or I really saw him smile. I felt like this is the most embarrassing event of my entire life.
I slept with my fiancé? I fvcking slept with him.
"I'm glad because it looks like you and your soon to be husband get along well," Daddy whispered to us.
I was no longer able to continue my eating due to shock and embarrassment.
"Yes. I was even surprised when you forced Andrei to sleep with you, "Mommy said happily.
So it's true. I only answered them with a raw smile and then drank my water. Knowing my parent, they would not really stop me when I wanted something so it is not surprising that they left that man in my room.
"I won't mind if you make a child this early. Haha! "Daddy laughed.
I was so drenched that the water I was drinking almost came out of my nose.
"Dear, are you okay?" Mommy asked worriedly. I just raised my hand as a sign that I'm fine.
The man in front of me laugh then looked at my father.
"Hmmm, Daddy we are not in a hurry, but that is a good idea,” he said without hesitation then turned his gaze to me.
He gave me a playful smile before eating again.
Dream on Asshole over my drop dead gorgeous body.
"AHMMM Cass, isn't that your fiancé? " I was taken aback when Ayesha grabbed my attention.
She's looking behind my back so I looked at what she was referring to.
I tsk-ed. "You see, we haven't been married yet he's now currently with a woman, now, tell me again that I'm lucky with him," I said while watching my fiancé with his lover.
They look like a couple that dating tsk!
"Whoa? Are you affected b*tch?" She mocked at me.
I glared at her before refocusing on the two. They seem to be busy with each other and do not care about those around them so they did not notice that we are watching them.
Hey asshole your soon to be wife is here.
"You'll do nothing? Like hide, spy him, take pictures or whatever?" Ayesha asked as she drank from her cup again.
I rolled my eyes then just focused my attention on my coffee and her. "What for? As if I care." I stated.
"Maybe he was just taking advantage of his adolescence before he married you. AHAHA! Or maybe he knew that you have no experience in bed so he decided to have fun first."
I could almost spit out the coffee I was drinking on her face while she even laughed out loud at my reaction.
"What the fvck? Ayesha Samaniego!" I cursed.
"Ooops! I think I just caught your fiancé's attention." she shrugged before pointing her eye behind me.
I immediately turned around and our eyes met. I could not even see the shock in his eyes that annoyed me a little.
And you are proud to be seen ?
Instead of leaving or hiding, it just really doesn’t matter to him that I see them. Wow!
"Do you think he will come to us?" Ayesha asked.
I turned my gaze back to my friend. I adjusted my seat then looked at her seriously.
"Ohhh!" she exclaimed, almost covering his mouth while pointing at my face.
"You're pissed," amazed, she continued.
"Who would not? You're talking nonsense," I spat.
"Okay, okay, so seriously speaking Cass. Are you really going to marry him?" she asked.
I let out a deep sigh before leaning back in my seat. I shake my cup as if I could find an answer there.
"I just want my father to be happy. If marrying him is the only choice I have, I will do it," I answered seriously.
"I understand your point. You know I care for you. I just don't want you to regret your decisions."
I smiled a little. "I know, thank you. Maybe we'll just do a set up. Besides, after the wedding I'll be busy too."
She raised an eyebrow at me.
"I will learn to run our business so that Daddy can focus on himself. I think it's time for me to be responsible," I stated then gave her a warm smile.
I could see the edge of her tears. "Argh! This is why I hate serious conversations. I hate dramas. The fvck."
We both just laughed. I looked outside the café where a lot of cars were passing.
I hope my marriage with him will be fine. Even if I just insisted on agreeing to it I still can't help but hope that I will have a good husband who will appreciate me.
"When will you get married again?"
"Tomorrow," I answered then smiled bitterly.
"THE FVCK? SERIOUSLY!" she spoke loudly so other people looked at us in the café.
I just bowed my face in shame.
"And here you are, drinking coffee with me instead of checking your gown, food, ring, etc.," she said incredulously.
"They said everything was okay so we shouldn't bother," I shrugged.
She rubbed his temple and then gave me a failed look. I just smiled at her to ease her disappointment.
I guess my dream wedding and ideal man won't ever be happened.
Mommy woke me up early the next morning. She almost cried as the stylist fixed my face."Mommy stop it. I'm not getting comfortable anymore," I hissed.She just laughed at me. "You really are a woman now. It feels like it's only yesterday when your Daddy and I are still carrying you, now you are going to build a family of your own,” mom said emotionally.I just tried to smile at her. As much as I can I do not want to ruin this day for Daddy.Family? With him?There was a photoshoot in my room. The photographer took a photo of my gown and other belongings. He do the same with me as I do various poses he like.Somehow I was happy with my gown, this is also the gown that I want in case I really get married one day.Simple but elegant."My princess," Daddy uttered tearfully as I went down the stairs.Little
I woke up the next morning because I felt that something is over me. I slowly opened my eyes and felt shocked when a familiar scene exposed in my sight.I am sleeping next to him again.I just let out a sigh then carefully turned my head at his direction. His face really looks bossy when he sleeps, his eyebrows are also thick. I glanced at our position again, my face immediately heated when I noticed that I was now wearing a different clothes.Fvck >,<Okay Cassandra, just breathe. That's okay he's your husband.I have to get used to things like this. Is that right? Arghh! I'm going crazy.I spent few more minutes on the bed before I decided to cook breakfast for the two of us. It was only then that I focused on his condo, it was just right size for the two of us. Not too big nor too small, gray and white are the colors of the whole condo from outside to the room.
( WARNING: MATURE CONTENT! NOT SUITABLE FOR 17UNDER)I felt like I'm a slave under his caresses, his hot breath on my neck also didn't help. It brought some heat to my system.I'm not that dumb to not understand what's happening but maybe I'm so stupid because my body love what he's doing.He has a girlfriend, Cassandra.I kept saying it in my mind just so I could have the strength to stop everything that’s happening in my body but it was really treacherous."Ughhh.." I muttered softly as he kissed my neck.His hand that was just behind my back and waist earlier is now travelling down. "Stop me baby," he whispered to me."S-stop," I insisted."Yeah, stop me. I'm going crazy,” he mumbled then rolled up so we switched places.He is now on top of me, he quickly kissed my neck up to the side of my ear. I arched my body and h
It was past two o'clock when I woke up feeling heavy. My vision is blurred while my whole body hurts like hell especially my lower region.I roamed my eyes around the room. Gradually, frustration overtake my feelings when I did not see the person I was expecting.What can I expect? It all happened because of lust. We were just carried away by the heat of our body, nothing more nothing less."AHH!" I yelled as I tried to sit up and fell back again on the bed.Fvck! I didn't knew it would hurt like hell. I didn't insist moving anymore, I just let myself lied down.Seems it's my bad luck today. I think I will also have a flu because my muscles really throb in pain.I smiled bitterly. "And my husband was not by my side after what happened to us," I whispered softly.I want to cry but it is my fault. I let my body be slaved from his touch and kisses.
"Maybe I just got hurt because I was expecting a bit. Maybe because even though our marriage started like this somehow I want it to be fine. I know it's very impossible because there's other people involved," I stated then smile."Yeah right it's really impossible. Especially if they keep meeting," my friend said then rolled his eyes.I raised my eyebrow. "How did you know?"She just pointed at my back with her lips so I looked at it.Oh yes, please remind me that I will never go back to this coffee shop because it looks like they used to be together.The girl's arm was happily hooked on Andrei while he seemed to be seriously ordering at the counter. As usual they did not notice that someone was looking at them."Let's go bar later game? I'll bring a driver," Ayesha invite."Maybe you forgot I already worked Ayesha," I reminded while rolling my eyes.
(WARNING: MATURE CONTENT)My eyes widened when he put me in his car.I could still hear his weak swearing."Did you kiss him?""Who?" I asked with my eyes closed."That bastard," he hissed."You mean yourself?" I laughed then he stiffened.He started his car and drove it fast.In less than a few minutes I could smell the familiar smell of his condo. He led me to the bedroom and laid me down. He went to the closet and came back next to me."Sit. I'll change your clothes."I did what he wanted. I sat down even though I seemed to fall because of the dizziness.He unbottoned my office top. I just watched him seriously undressing me. I could see the tension in his jaw as he put on me an oversized shirt."Now stand up." He commanded coldly."I can't.." I want to punch mys
We both woke up from a moment of drowsiness when the doorbell rang."I'll look, just rest" he said then put on his boxer shorts and went out.Because of drowsiness I just let him. Plus the fact that I am really sore down there I don't think I can walk properly."Oh! Did you just wake up? Sorry we were so early we just wanted to visit you."Daddy?"Where's Cassandra?" I heard Mommy ask.Fvck!."She's still sleeping mom." Andrei replied to her.I sat down and quickly looked for my clothes but I couldn't find it. In the end I just get Andrei’s shirt and swiftly take it on.As I expected Mommy just entered the room. Her jaw dropped as she looked at me and around.Damn it! Our clothes were scattered."Is she awake?" I heard Daddy ask behind her followed by Andrei.Shocked. Mommy and I bo
It's been a week since Daddy died until now I still don't expect everything to be this fast.I looked at Mommy who was next to Daddy's grave, she was just silent as she caressed his tombstone. "Imissyou" she said then started sobbing.It hurts me to see Mommy so weak but I can do nothing because even I am not ready for all this. I approached her and hugged her tightly.I want to cry but I have to stand up for mommy. I am the only one she can draw strength from in this situation."I said not still but why ? Why did he still leave me immediately?" she said while sobbing.I tightened my hug with her then kissed her on the forehead. "I'm still here mom. Iloveyou."We stayed for a few more minutes before deciding to leave. We both didn't want to leave but we knew we had to get on with our lives without Daddy."Do you want mommy at home to stop me first?" I asked as