Mommy woke me up early the next morning. She almost cried as the stylist fixed my face.
"Mommy stop it. I'm not getting comfortable anymore," I hissed.
She just laughed at me. "You really are a woman now. It feels like it's only yesterday when your Daddy and I are still carrying you, now you are going to build a family of your own,” mom said emotionally.
I just tried to smile at her. As much as I can I do not want to ruin this day for Daddy.
Family? With him?
There was a photoshoot in my room. The photographer took a photo of my gown and other belongings. He do the same with me as I do various poses he like.
Somehow I was happy with my gown, this is also the gown that I want in case I really get married one day.
Simple but elegant.
"My princess," Daddy uttered tearfully as I went down the stairs.
Little by little, tears welled up in my eyes because I could see how happy he was now.
He hugged me tight before kissing me on my forehead. "You are so beautiful my child."
He looked at me seriously, caressed my face before smiling. "Trust me princess, you will be happy with him."
I could only answer him with a raw smile. I don't want to disappoint Daddy, I will do everything for him.
I hope Daddy, I hope so but it looks vague.
I do not know anything about the wedding plans. I also did not bother to ask before so I burst into tears when we arrived at the venue.
This is my dream wedding.
It's a beach wedding with sky blue motif. The surroundings are full of white and blue roses as well as the pathway that I will take my walk. I still want to laugh because even the silly stitch (cartoon character) chair I once thought was now exposed to my eyes. The carpet looks really customized because it have stitch face too.
I turned my gaze to my mother. I know she planned it because I only mentioned it to her when we once talked about it. I whispered thank you to her and she replied me with Iloveyou.
A love song began to play. The people in front of me started to walk forward, Mommy and Daddy approached me as my turn came.
"Iloveyou Mom,Iloveyou Dad," I said then hug them tight.
"We love you too princess.."
We started to walk forward. I could see the happiness of the people around us as if what was happening was so romantic. In front, my groom was waiting, he was standing manly while looking straight at me. I don't know if he's good on hiding emotions or he really doesn't have it all.
I saw how the man next to him tapped his shoulder and whispered something. I think he was almost the same age as him. My fiancé’s forehead frowned slightly as his jaw tightened then whispered back to the man.
The boy he was talking just laughed at him.
Like the normal marriages, my parents gave me to him when it came to the end. I was still a little surprised because I did not notice his parents. Only the best man was there with him.
About an hour passed and it was all over.
I am now married with him.
"You may now kiss the bride."
The other guests almost screamed in delight. I could not keep up with their joy because I was nervous at that moment.
Damn it. I hesitated to face him, my eyes rolled up and down as he lifted my veil. I don't want to look at him because he might think that I am affected by his presence even though it's the truth.
My breathing stopped when I felt his hand on my chin and gently lifted my face. I was deafened by the moment my eyes hit him, it absorbed my soul as if it's entering my mind and body.
It was only then that I realized how beautiful his eyes were, they were green when I stared at them. I really don't like the color green but I don't know why I like his green eyes now.
He clenched his jaw as his eyes darkened with desire before slowly bringing his face closer to mine.
My knees softened as his lips touched mine. I was completely wobbled from standing when he started to move it. I almost thank him for his quick movement when his arms snaked around my waist to support me.
I didn't know that it was so delicious to be kissed or he was just really good on kissing, as if it's taking you to another dimension of the world.
Bitterness ate my feelings when something came to my mind. He slowly finished the kiss, I bent down my head immediately so that our eyes did not meet.
"Is this how you kiss your girls?"
I do not know what stupidity hit me and I said that in front of him. I blushed with shame. Fortunately, the guests immediately grabbed the attention. They applauded happily, it's the only moment that I manage to see them all.
We have our close relatives, as well as my former friends when I was still studying. There are also few people I do not know, maybe they are on my husband's side.
I was taken aback because I did not expect to see the woman he's with yesterday on our wedding today.
She staring, not at me but at my husband.
My husband?
There’s bitterness in my emotion. I maybe his wife on paper but he will never be mine. I peeked at him by my side secretly. I want to laugh because he's also looking at the woman.
He should refused from the beginning on this wedding if he doesn't want to get married. He should fought for the one he really loves.
There was a picture taking after. I want to applaud myself because I am able to smile despite all of the shits that I am feeling.
We moved into the reception area and started eating. Like normal weddings, we also did things that is usually seen on the day like this; quarreling, flying pigeons and so on, there was also a game for girls and boys.
It took few hours before it was all over. I was amazed on the amount of expensive gifts we received, as well as the cash.
So things are like this when you get married? You can really start a good life with your partner with the help of their gifts.
"Always be careful dear. Visit us when you have time," mom said while stroking my hair.
"Be happy," dad uttered beside her.
"I will..”
I'll try Dad.
"Let's go?" he asked before he held out his hand to me.
I hesitated at first to reach out my hand to him. We haven't talked since the wedding end, he just asked me if I like anything when we ate at the reception. I was a little taken aback when he slowly pulled me closer and then wrapped his hand around my waist.
"We're going Mommy, Daddy," he politely said a goodbye.
I didn't say a word until we got in the car.
"Ahmmm. C-Can I know where your condo is?" I asked.
He started operating his car. "Put your seatbelt," he commanded that I immediately complied.
"My condo is in Makati," he added, answering my question earlier.
I did not speak again. While on our way to his place I suddenly felt tired until I did not realize that I had fallen asleep in my seat.
I woke up the next morning because I felt that something is over me. I slowly opened my eyes and felt shocked when a familiar scene exposed in my sight.I am sleeping next to him again.I just let out a sigh then carefully turned my head at his direction. His face really looks bossy when he sleeps, his eyebrows are also thick. I glanced at our position again, my face immediately heated when I noticed that I was now wearing a different clothes.Fvck >,<Okay Cassandra, just breathe. That's okay he's your husband.I have to get used to things like this. Is that right? Arghh! I'm going crazy.I spent few more minutes on the bed before I decided to cook breakfast for the two of us. It was only then that I focused on his condo, it was just right size for the two of us. Not too big nor too small, gray and white are the colors of the whole condo from outside to the room.
( WARNING: MATURE CONTENT! NOT SUITABLE FOR 17UNDER)I felt like I'm a slave under his caresses, his hot breath on my neck also didn't help. It brought some heat to my system.I'm not that dumb to not understand what's happening but maybe I'm so stupid because my body love what he's doing.He has a girlfriend, Cassandra.I kept saying it in my mind just so I could have the strength to stop everything that’s happening in my body but it was really treacherous."Ughhh.." I muttered softly as he kissed my neck.His hand that was just behind my back and waist earlier is now travelling down. "Stop me baby," he whispered to me."S-stop," I insisted."Yeah, stop me. I'm going crazy,” he mumbled then rolled up so we switched places.He is now on top of me, he quickly kissed my neck up to the side of my ear. I arched my body and h
It was past two o'clock when I woke up feeling heavy. My vision is blurred while my whole body hurts like hell especially my lower region.I roamed my eyes around the room. Gradually, frustration overtake my feelings when I did not see the person I was expecting.What can I expect? It all happened because of lust. We were just carried away by the heat of our body, nothing more nothing less."AHH!" I yelled as I tried to sit up and fell back again on the bed.Fvck! I didn't knew it would hurt like hell. I didn't insist moving anymore, I just let myself lied down.Seems it's my bad luck today. I think I will also have a flu because my muscles really throb in pain.I smiled bitterly. "And my husband was not by my side after what happened to us," I whispered softly.I want to cry but it is my fault. I let my body be slaved from his touch and kisses.
"Maybe I just got hurt because I was expecting a bit. Maybe because even though our marriage started like this somehow I want it to be fine. I know it's very impossible because there's other people involved," I stated then smile."Yeah right it's really impossible. Especially if they keep meeting," my friend said then rolled his eyes.I raised my eyebrow. "How did you know?"She just pointed at my back with her lips so I looked at it.Oh yes, please remind me that I will never go back to this coffee shop because it looks like they used to be together.The girl's arm was happily hooked on Andrei while he seemed to be seriously ordering at the counter. As usual they did not notice that someone was looking at them."Let's go bar later game? I'll bring a driver," Ayesha invite."Maybe you forgot I already worked Ayesha," I reminded while rolling my eyes.
(WARNING: MATURE CONTENT)My eyes widened when he put me in his car.I could still hear his weak swearing."Did you kiss him?""Who?" I asked with my eyes closed."That bastard," he hissed."You mean yourself?" I laughed then he stiffened.He started his car and drove it fast.In less than a few minutes I could smell the familiar smell of his condo. He led me to the bedroom and laid me down. He went to the closet and came back next to me."Sit. I'll change your clothes."I did what he wanted. I sat down even though I seemed to fall because of the dizziness.He unbottoned my office top. I just watched him seriously undressing me. I could see the tension in his jaw as he put on me an oversized shirt."Now stand up." He commanded coldly."I can't.." I want to punch mys
We both woke up from a moment of drowsiness when the doorbell rang."I'll look, just rest" he said then put on his boxer shorts and went out.Because of drowsiness I just let him. Plus the fact that I am really sore down there I don't think I can walk properly."Oh! Did you just wake up? Sorry we were so early we just wanted to visit you."Daddy?"Where's Cassandra?" I heard Mommy ask.Fvck!."She's still sleeping mom." Andrei replied to her.I sat down and quickly looked for my clothes but I couldn't find it. In the end I just get Andrei’s shirt and swiftly take it on.As I expected Mommy just entered the room. Her jaw dropped as she looked at me and around.Damn it! Our clothes were scattered."Is she awake?" I heard Daddy ask behind her followed by Andrei.Shocked. Mommy and I bo
It's been a week since Daddy died until now I still don't expect everything to be this fast.I looked at Mommy who was next to Daddy's grave, she was just silent as she caressed his tombstone. "Imissyou" she said then started sobbing.It hurts me to see Mommy so weak but I can do nothing because even I am not ready for all this. I approached her and hugged her tightly.I want to cry but I have to stand up for mommy. I am the only one she can draw strength from in this situation."I said not still but why ? Why did he still leave me immediately?" she said while sobbing.I tightened my hug with her then kissed her on the forehead. "I'm still here mom. Iloveyou."We stayed for a few more minutes before deciding to leave. We both didn't want to leave but we knew we had to get on with our lives without Daddy."Do you want mommy at home to stop me first?" I asked as
I was just dumbfounded while looking at the laptop in front of me.Our kitchen scene this morning repeatedly replayed in my brain.It's already noon and I'm here in the office, I've been here for a few hours but I still don't finish any paper works."You fvcking bitch! Who are you to command a goddess like me ?! Be thankful I can't stand you" my friend said annoyed as she walked quickly towards me.Immediately my mood changed, I felt like I was a kid who won a game when she arrived."Did you bring it?" I asked excitedly.I saw her rolled her eyes then dropped herself on the chair in front of me."I hope you asked me first if I was okay before you asked me your purpose" she said before throwing a plastic full of mangos in front of me.I quickly scanned and got depressed because she did not bought what I want.I looked at her with tea