--Maeve--
I tried hard on the test. Well, not hard. I try to read and reviewed yet nothing gets inside myhead. Written tests are not my specialty and I have to review and review or whatnot. I onlywanted to study when it was about an interesting subject, like psychology, literature, andEnglish. But f~ck it, it's not that I don't like my course."Note us when everything is settled, Maeve." One of my classmates told me with a cleverishgrin. I sniggered."When something gets in on my head," I look at my close friend in my college life. Shememorizes a few of them and I don't memorize a single thing except Public Relations. "Therese, you got me right." I wink.In college, teamwork is one of the things that we always do during quizzes, summative tests,midterms, and finals. Half of the class are very cooperative during the tests and some of theprofessors don’t care at all.Some professors made it hard for us. But this is life. My main goal is to graduate with or without any medals. Somehow, medals won’t get you to a nice job. It’s all the same. We all have to sprint for the goal that we set.
Once the papers were distributed, I started answering and glancing at my side's paper. Ourprofessor doesn't pay attention though she knows that we are copying each other. In the tests like this, our main goal is to graduate together.Lots of questions weren't on the handouts. It is more of analysis and situational that usescommonsense. That's what I like about it, yet I must be accurate in my answer and there are lots of things that are confusing that were used on the other subject to another. Just one phrase would make it different.Once that we had sent it, I started plugging my earphones to relax my mind. We got anothertest to go and my friend memorized a few of them since I couldn't memorize anything at allwhen I am stressed and overthinking. It’s hard to be a student.I got home around seven in the evening. I noticed a car outside which doesn’t belong to myuncle or anyone I know. When I entered the house, I noticed two oozing hot males sitting on our sofa, and it seemed that my aunt and mom are entertaining them since my dad wasn't around.Maybe someone that they know. Yet they both look so elegant, handsome, rich, muscular…playboys.This wasn't just imagination and all, but both are good-looking and lean. Just what I like toimagine every night and in my novels. However, I wouldn't have someone like that. Because I'm short, I'm curvy and I'm not beautiful enough. Ugh~~me and my insecurities. Well, that's what I thought, though people said that I am beautiful. Well, average people would say that.No, they wouldn't be mine. Why? Because they might be like my father who is an alcoholicand probably has a mistress. I now decide that I'll be all alone in my life. Make my own business and give my mom and my spinster aunt a luxurious life.I nodded at them and walk directly to our room, removing my shoes and put them aside, andentered.My head kept on overthinking, talking to myself inside my head.Would someone change my decision? Or would I ever get a chance to find someone that is truly a match for me? My soulmate? It's not bad to believe, but somehow, as I realize things, I'm afraid of getting hurt.However, things aren’t like in novels. In novels, you could twist things, make your characters beautiful, sexy, and attractive enough for handsome hunk men. Novels are fantasies to escape reality. That is why I read a lot and write a lot, despite a busy schedule in school. Still, my hobbyin writing is what made me feel something that I wanted.--Zachary--"Just woo the woman. Then don't tell her father. You could ask for a platonic relationship." Travis kept making my head stressed more than it was right now.I don't even really like the woman. Her father was just someone that a business friend of mine knows. They have a reputation and she's from a good family. A perfect family and maybe a good girl to be a wife. Just f~ck it! Finding a wife that my grandmother likes are more frustrating than finding a girlfriend."I'll start courting?" I muttered as a decision."Yeah! Bribe her family, it will work. She got a beautiful older sister, yet she's taken, and she seemed so in love with her boyfriend. And there's another who is tall and slender, however, she's with someone else and the others are still kids.""I got lots of choices!" I scowled at him."You got a lot of choices, but the best is the greatest." Travis winked. I wanted to punch the man right through h
*Zachary*"Maeve! I need you!" she stopped. I can hear her breathing. "What do you want me to do? I didn't say anything about this to your mom or dad because they will truly get mad at me. My grandmother is dying, and I need a wife. A decent one—" she turned around. "Well, I like it. Because you are yourself.""I'm not." Why does she sound so angry? And looking into her eyes, I can see sadness. She’s very expressive "Why won't you ask someone else?" I feel guilty right now. Nobody ever made me feel guilty."I want you. Isn't that simple?" I said nonchalantly. "You only want me to be your wife, nothing else. Right?" maybe she's also thinking about platonic."Yes. In that way, you could still enjoy your life, do what you want. You could have what I have. Plus, I’ll give you everything you need. Material things.” "I don't think so. I plan to be unmarried until I die." She said sardonically and walked
--Maeve--My birthday pass and Valentine. I am still single. I never told him that we are together, but I agreed on marrying him and asked for a prenup. He laughed at me telling me that he won't snoop on my account. He didn't provide one. I am still thinking of what he is planning.I thought a lot of negatives and I am sure that in the end I will be left wounded and defeated from the battlefield. I never received a gift or even chocolates from him, he was back in the city and he will be back where I don't know when. But I hope that he will come back to me. After days of dating, I was always laughing with him and I always bully him. I had fun on our hiking and other dates. He said that he wanted to go to the beautiful places on the island and so I accompanied him.I always feel gloomy and I am always thinking if he would ever love me. Would he? I even work out a lot and make my skin fair and so on and forth just to be beautiful for him. Why am I
ZacharyI hate it when she's all that emotional and she kept on overthinking and it's making me guilty. She's not even a girlfriend material or a wife material. I could find someone else, but we agreed on this and I already gave my grandma's ring to her. I showed my grandma our photo together on our hike, and she said that she likes her. She said that she wished that this is a big change for me to stop being a Casanova.I haven't even kissed her. She's so innocent and I never had an innocent with me before. When we got to their house, everyone was in the living room and I gave her little sisters the pizza that they were pleased with simple pizza.Her father and I drink beer outside. We just talked about a few things and I didn't expect that he would say that among his daughter she's the very sensitive one. I shouldn't make her cry. I shouldn't fool her. I didn't expect all of those. Maybe I could seduce women while we are together for sex, I c
MaeveWe get on the plane. He told them that he's going to take care of me, and we are going to be back soon with his grandmother. I don't know what's happening to me. But I like him. It's making me crazy. He kept kissing my hand and then my face. Making myself beautiful and making myself fitter was worth it all.A car picked us up and I met Travis again and another guy named Warren. They are handsome guys. Warren and Travis have a lot of sense of humor and I laugh with them. Warren seemed to flirt with me and I just noted it to him. He sounded like flirting.We somehow seemed to be more like walking on the busy road. The car is moving slowly because of slow-moving cars. What's with the city and traffic? I somehow creased my brow."I didn't expect that you would be that casual," Warren told. "Still you are beautiful darling." He winked."Thanks, Warren, but really, no need for flattery. Can I ask you a question?" I ask him. He smiled and nod
ZacharyShe had fallen asleep. Damn, a while ago, I just saw a full mold of her breast. It was small but perky. I slowly move and throw the throw pillows as I look at her sleeping. She moved and turned in my direction."Move away." She muttered. I didn't. Instead, I join her on the duvet and face her."Let's have sex.""Fuck yourself." She muttered. She turned back and pulled the cover over her head."Let's watch porn." I offer with a grin."Just go fuck yourself." She said it again, but it sounds cute. "I wanted you to watch me fuck myself," I smirked and waited for her reaction.She sat up like a zombie and started smacking me with the pillow. I complain and cover myself from her wild attack. I grabbed her wrist, pinned her down, and got in between her legs. Her eyes widen as I move down kissing her mouth. She might have felt that I am aroused because of her. I don't care. This innocent one needs a lecture.I kiss her
MaeveI enjoy shopping though I still feel conscious and very much worried that they spend a lot on me. I feel really shy about it. Nobody has ever spent me this big. I just wish that I don't go through with this. But I'll surely get used to all of this. I don't want them to spend big on me."I'll just have a meeting." He told me as he put his suit on. I only nodded and went to my room to work out since grandma was already sleeping, too tired from all of the walking and choosing clothes and it's already ten in the evening. I need to sleep. I must sleep, but my exercise should come first to have a good sleep. I started with stretching and warm-up and started on hard things to do. I have my earphones and continue enjoying the music. I got startled when Zac appeared beside me without his suit. He's only wearing his workout shorts. I have to say, he got those nice packs. I look down on my time and just ignore him.I'm only wearing my yoga pant
MaeveWorking out, making myself beautiful, helping Olivia, and joining her in the garden and whatever activities are the things that I did in their house. I never get bored at all. I also enjoy Zumba and so on and forth. Then, after that, she taught me how to bake and cook his favorite foods. Damn, I hate him for telling me that he doesn't have a favorite food. His favorite food is Mediterranean and Mexican. He also eats a lot, so we make food for the boys that are coming over. I understand now that his business associates are all Casanovas. How can I fall in love with one? Yes, I can't even imagine that I fall in love with him so hard. This stupid heart of mine.My days here that turned into weeks and almost a month were always memorable. His kiss, his touch, and his sweetness are making it hard for me to avoid the love that my heart wanted.Olivia told me to freshen up and dress presentable. I take a shower, freshen up my face, and put on the