Twenty-one: Obsessed

Roy

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Everyone always said, “You only miss your lover when you let her go”. In the last one week, I was a victim of missing my lover. It was one week of nothing but depression, one week of discomfort, a week of pain. In the last few days, I realized I was a bit obsessed with Renee. 

She was my pure happiness. Being without her returned me to the darkness from my past; the times when I used to think the world was a place full of wicked people. Only if I hadn't done this, I would be happy with her. 

"Sir, is that all for the day?" Miss Hart asked the same thing for an innumerable time. Of course, I had been hearing her speak, but I wasn't listening to her. I was so lost in thoughts. 

I flapped my hand to dismiss her. I was too tired to talk, so that was the best way to ask her to leave. She lowered her head a little, then turned aro