I woke up with a throbbing headache that wanted to split my head in half. I rubbed my eyes to be sure I was seeing clearly. The white-colored walls with medical supplies everywhere only meant one thing.I was in a hospital. I winced in pain as the last events that had occurred returned to me all at once. My father calling out my name, Gloria begging me to open the door and Davis not giving two fucks whether I lived or not. But then, what was I doing in a hospital, connected to an IV tube? And why did my head feel like it was going to explode? "I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me. I just didn't want you to leave. I promise I'll never let that happen again. I'll make it up to you. I just can't lose you..." A memory…I wasn't so sure. Davis could never say those words to me, even if I was unconscious and he thought I was dying. Maybe my brain was just replaying what it thought I wanted to hear. The door swung open and the familiar-looking doctor came in. She smiled when she
"How exactly does a new heart affect his brain? What's the connection?" I asked the doctor once I was wheeled back into my ward. I knew it was in no way her fault, but I was so dejected, I wasn't thinking straight. "I tried to warn you before you left," she stated. "It's a case that happens in over fifty percent of heart transplant cases. Postoperative Cognitive Dysfunction." "What does the fancy medical lingo mean? Does that mean he's never going to recognize me again? He's lost his memory forever?" I was panting heavily and my legs had become so weak that I had to collapse on the bed. Why had the entire universe conspired to ruin me? The only person whose recovery my life depended on did not even remember who I was. The person for whom I'd married a monster like Davis could not recognize me. This was even worse than almost dying. "Calm down," she said, going closer to the door, obviously in a hurry to leave. "I have other patients with cases I have to look into, so I'll just te
I followed after him, trying to ignore the crippling anxiety that nagged my entire being. I was limping, in pain, and tired, but I didn't stop following after him. He didn't even turn to see how I was faring and I rolled my eyes, recalling how he'd given everyone the wrong impression he cared. Something told me I wasn't going to like what he would show me but I followed him regardless.The driver from before was waiting for us, this time in a red Lamborghini that looked so out of place in this dreary hospital. People were watching from all over, some even peering from their windows to see us. I was self-conscious, but the quicker I got out of there, the better it would be for everyone. "Hello, my lady," the driver said to me as the back door opened automatically. I smiled at him in response and got in, sitting as close to the door and far away from Davis as I could. I closed my eyes as we drove out of the hospital, the image of Kayden in his bed with a blank look haunting me. He nee
"Maybe I'll let you read it on your own," he said, standing up. I didn't protest, figuring it would be better that way. I was stalling, holding the paper but not yet mustering up the courage to open and read it. I didn't want to see something that would never let me look at my father the same way again. I didn't need a soothsayer to let me know my father was a hundred percent in on it and I didn't want to know the details. However, this was probably my only chance to leave. He had given me that opportunity. So why was I hesitating? If I left, I realized I had nowhere else to go. I couldn't go back to my parents' house. My father would skin me alive if he realized I had messed up his plans. I wasn't sure if he and Davis had struck up their partnership yet. I just knew I couldn't go home. Even if they wanted me back, I couldn't possibly look at their faces all day without getting mad. I couldn't go to Kayden either. He hadn't even settled himself and I would only be a burden to this
I held his stare, unable to look anywhere else with his hand firmly holding my chin. I swallowed, unknowingly parting my lips slightly when his eyes slowly dropped to them. His forefinger lightly brushed against my lower lip, softly massaging it. His eyes remained glued to them, as if he was only just discovering them then. Looking up at his own slightly parted lips, I wondered what they would feel like if I touched then with my fingers. Or with my mouth. This man was the reason I'd almost died. There was no way I was even remotely imagining kissing him…"When was the last time you ever kissed anyone?" he asked in a low voice and my eyes popped open. The question was sudden, an inquiry about a private part of my life. I didn't want to answer, but the way he'd asked it made me want to tell him whatever he wanted to hear. "I don't remember," I said honestly. Sure Kayden and I had kissed a couple of times, but ever since his sudden sickness, that had permanently become a thing of th
I absentmindedly trailed my fingers across the sides of the envelope as if I could somehow absorb what was inside without having to open it. The TV played in the background, serving as a distraction while I got lost in my thoughts. "Cassie, you're not going to believe this," Gloria announced drastically after running into the living room. "What's wrong?" I asked, sitting up immediately and reflexively hiding the envelope behind me."He's here, your…" Before she could complete the sentence, there was a knock on the door. A series of violent knocks actually, a very familiar one."Monroe, open this damn door!" The voice of my crass father came through, and I frowned, knowing my entire morning was ruined. Gloria gave me a sympathetic look before she slowly retreated into the kitchen. I remained seated for a while, hoping if I didn't react, he would get the hint Davis was at work and leave that place but there was no such luck. He kept pounding against the door like his life depended
"How so?" Davis asked, frowning. He did not like my father, so hearing he had done something to make me uncomfortable just made it worse. Should I tell him? Yes. "He came here to threaten you. To make you give him his cut which you promised him during our marriage. Then he saw me and he asked me to convince you to give it to him." Davis simply watched me as if he was trying to read my mind. Under his scrutiny, I felt guilty for some reason. With the plans I'd recently begun to hatch of late, I was not so different from my father. I didn't like this feeling at all. "So do you want me to pay him? Right now? I will. Just say the words." I hadn't expected that. "It's not my decision to make." "I'm making it your decision now," he said, walking up to me. He looked indifferent, but his words said a different thing. Truth be told, I didn't want my father to have anything. I wanted him to suffer for what he'd put me through but having to be the one to directly make that decision did
"This was us two years ago when we were on vacation in Texas for our anniversary," I said, showing Kayden pictures of us together on my phone. "Oh," he said, holding the phone up to his face as if he wanted to make sure the man smiling and holding onto the woman in the picture like she was all he had was truly him. "This was us on our first date three years ago, when you'd newly asked me out.""We looked really happy," he said, looking intently at each photo I showed him with no single ounce of recognition on his face. Sighing, he handed me back my phone with a look of pity on his face and my face fell. "I'm sorry. I don't remember any of this. The doctor said I might regain my memory soon but I haven't seen any difference yet." I nodded, holding back tears. I remained beside him, reminding myself not to be too selfish. His mother was on the other side of the bed, bawling her eyes out because her only son couldn't remember her. I didn't think anything could be more painful. "Oh,