5.

Riley.

Aarrgghh....i can't sleep, that little vixen of my son is playing trough my mind!

I should have never kissed her! I knew it from the moment i caught her staring at me while i was still busy in the kitchen....i pretended to only notice her later but i saw her already before she realized it...that vixen! So shamelessly staring at me while biting her lower lip so damn sexy!.....i knew then and there that she would be trouble! And according to my freaking hard-on, I was right!

But yeah crazy Riley had to 'do' before thinking again and that had gotten me into trouble before in life (ask my ex wife) so yeah here i am getting me in trouble again!!

When Liam came home he was seriously pissed! I was already in bed reading a book, or at least trying to....forgetting those delicious lips of Sarah....when he just runs into my room with steam coming out of his ears so to speak, fuming in anger!

Like how on earth could I do this to him! Why did i ask her and go through it, I had no shame ect ect... I told him that i didn't think it through indeed but it was meant as an example for him for how to kiss a girl/woman.....i told him that he should learn because otherwise he can not keep a relationship with any girl, some timid girls maybe okay with a small pack but unfortunately for him he does not like the timid shy ones! He likes spicy ones just like Sarah.....i recognized it in her.....i saw it burning in her eyes last night the moment our lips had parted, i felt her arousal for me like fire almost consuming both of us!

If Liam would not have been there....well let's say i think we wouldn't have stopped after such a passionate kiss!......Aniways i said that i was sorry because he's my son and she belongs to him but if i was really honest than I wanted to have her for myself and i was not a bit sorry that i got a taste of her!......i know i know so wrong, but so delicious right!!.

I finally fell asleep after i hit her reply on my text that I've sent her, she was shocked that i got her number, but i didn't tell her that i got it out of Liam's phone.

But now i don't know what to do because she told me not to contact her anymore but i could taste the desire in her message! She wanted it but couldn't, is not right ect.....yeah...i know baby girl but what the heart wants the heart wants!!

I think for now i should stop thinking of her and focus on work and how to get that crazy boring ex of my back who's starting to do crazy again!!

If I'm lucky than Liam finds out himself that Sarah is not for him, he can't handle her in the end, she will want more each time and if he can't or won't give it to him than she will walk! and that's what I've told Liam in the morning at breakfast but he was not so responsive as i would wish but okay....maybe he needs time but I hope they can work things out!

He left for college after that still kind of angry with me but i didn't know what to say anymore to him, i know he's more like his mother character wise, thinks before he does and not adventures at all, easy scared of things while I'm the opposite one of the reason me and his mom didn't work in the end! I wanted adventure in our marriage, especially in the bedroom! but she refused and was not planning to change but i needed and still need that special feeling she refused to give me, she just pushed me away while i've tried to please all her cravings and stuff, not fair!!!

And now Sarah...beautiful, sexy, smart Sarah!!!.

You will be the death of me!!