6.

Sarah.

A couple of days have passed and all is back to old again, we go to college and do our thing, Liam tried to do some more things, like kissing me in the neck but it's not doing me too much, I've told him to look for my sweet spot in my neck or my earlobe but i don't know what's wrong with him but it's just not working!! and it's also not really helping that i still can't stop thinking about his father and that passionate kiss we've shared!!....damn!

Lots of times I've been close to text him that yes we can be friends, really close but before i press send i had changed my mind again and canceled!

So I decided to talk to my friend Lindsey. She has an older boyfriend so she can give me advice. 

I had texted her that i wanted to meet her after morning class because in the afternoon we had to go on an excursion and that would mean not too much time so I'm glad we can hook up now. After my classes I text her that I'm outside at the picnic table, our usual spot and I waited for her already munching on my lunch.

"Hey girl, what's up?" She yells, approaching me enthusiastically.

"Yeah I'm okay, you?"

"Man you sound depressed, what's going on girl, did you and Liam fight or something?"

"Well we had a fight, kind of but it's fix now....kind of"

"Kind of?? Now that sounds like you are not so sure of the thing, you want to tell me what happened?"

So I tell her all about what happens between Liam, his dad and me and I see her eyes widen like saucers!!!

"Wait what!!!.....he kissed you??? Like, French kissed you??? Oh my God girl!! No wonder you are so flustered when you talk about him! So what now? Was it just a kiss for you both or is there more?" She asked me and I thought.....is there??

"Well i have to be honest, i can't get that kiss out of my mind Lindsey, but even before i met his dad, and lately i don't enjoy Liam's affection like before, specially because that kiss from his dad is what i have always wanted but never got with Liam for some reason and now i don't know what to do!"

"What about his dad, Riley? Did he contact you afterwards in any way?"

"Yeah he did, hold on I'll show you his text!"

"Oh boy, he likes you girl! He thought about you and that kiss when he went to sleep don't you get it??, You want my advice right? Well stop and think about your relationship with Liam, put the good things and the bad beside each other and see what will be the most but also I'd say to pause and think....what do you want in life how do you want to feel and how does Liam makes you feel and how does his dad makes you feel?! That's how I would make a choice if I were you....because in the end is honesty to others and to yourself the best! .......but i would say go for daddy because he is much experienced and as you know i like them older!" She giggles in the last part and I smirk. 

Yeah, I know her preference! Her guy is beginning 30 and she is so in

love with him and he with her, you can really see that, when they are together.....if I'm honest to myself.....that's what i want, what I'm after, but with Liam I'm not getting it!!.

Suddenly I know what to do and I'm going to do it, although I probably have to break someone's heart but in the end it's better to be honest than to keep up a big lie!!