The weekend has honestly felt like a thousand years but I wasn't loving coming back to school. I was still here at twenty minutes before my test in Calculus, a test I had completely forgotten about. I walked up to my locker and grabbed my calculus textbook and a protein bar, I was beyond late this morning and I couldn't even eat breakfast. TB walked past me with his group of friends in all there stupid glory and I just walked by the side.
"OB!", I rolled my eyes when I realised it wa
I sat at home angrily, Beck had dropped me off and had continued in his car with Shantaye. There was no way I was happy sitting at home like I am some kind of child that has to be safe, to hell with being safe. But he told me that if I cared about him I wouldn't come out of my house or get in my car and drive to him although he didn't say where they were going because he said I was stubborn. I slammed my room door and picked up the book I was going to read before I met Beck at school that morning. I can't believe that guy.I walked to my bed and forced myself to get comfortable because Beck was not going to call and change his mind, the guy was just too stubborn. I stared into the book, it had been an hour since I started that I fell fast asleep. The sun was down when I woke up and the first thing I do is, yoou guessed it, I pulled out my phone and there were five texts from Beck, he was
I was not your usual sixteen-year-old. I am Nigerian Canadian, my both parents are Nigerian, I have been here all her life so I’m Canadian. Grabbed my glasses; they are my eyes, because I cannot see without them. I got into a boring tee-shirt that said VISION and a pair of skinny jeans, I put her frizzy afro curls in a messy bun and so much booby pins to actually make it look really good. Bag, sneakers, books, car keys, out of the house, I said in my head as I grabbed each thing. My
The moment I came into the parking lot, TB came out of the car, he came towards me.When he was close his eyes were on my eyes which must be red because of the tears. ‘Did he hit you’.‘No’, I replied and kept walking. TB was hot on my trail, he was wondering why I was crying and he wanted answers which I was going to give him, I mean I trust him more than anything in my life
I was bothered, I wouldn’t survive the noise, the crowded place. How I’m I going to survive going to a party tonight?!‘Hi’, I said and Mom looked up from her computer screen.‘This cant be good?’, she said and I nodded. Mom and I did have talks once in a while, it was hard to forgive her after I spent my summer in a mental facility two years ago but I let go of it. I sat down on her chair in the dimly lit home office just next to the library, the room used to be dad’s room till mom burnt al his clothes and
When I tried to run, I ran into a girl at my front door. She was wearing dark shades so it was impossible to see her eyes but I knew she was looking down at me.‘I mean, Beckie could have done better’, she said with a sneer. I tried to break loose of her grip but she was stronger than she looked.‘Hi I am sierra’, she said in that not so friendly tone.
Hey, its been two nights and my life has already taken a drastic turn. Well, remember when I said I would never attend a party?. Well, I did and then I nearly got killed by two people and they think I am Beck’s hyna that’s some kinda gangster word for girlfriend and now they want to kill me to get to him. Well, that’s pretty much it I guessA knock on my window and I looked up to see Beck. I walked to my door first and looked out into the hallway.
‘You would betray me like this like, he killed the girl that I loved’, TB said, he was standing awkwardly at the door.‘Have you noticed that you do the same thing to me every time you talk to anyone at school. They all make fun of me and they are your friends doesn’t that mean the same thing?’, I asked him.‘It’s different, he killed Maggie!’‘No
Then I ran into the crowded hallways. I walked to my locker to get my books out and when my locker opened a note fell out. This had never happened in all my sixteen years of being a teenage girl. I picked the paper up and looked around to make sure no one saw that. I opened it and the word spilled out of them in my head, I felt dizzy reading, I was so scared I couldn’t lose Rivers like that, I needed to go to Beck and fast. I ran to class and fell into the empty seat in between Beck and one of his friends from earlier.