CHAPTER 4

“We..shouldn’t be…doing this.” I stutter and Josh’s lips leave my bud almost immediately.

He moves a distance away from me and stares at my face before facepalming himself.

“Fuck! I’ll leave now.” He quickly unlocks the door and leaves the room.

I don’t want what he was doing to me to end, yes he’s my stepbrother but he had just made me so damn horny and now I’m starting to regret the fact that I said those things which made him leave.

Why did I say it? Did I think he’ll shush me and continue? Is it because i didn’t expect him to leave?

I sigh and remove my panty before heading over to my bathroom filling up the bathtub with water and once it’s half full, I get in.

I sit in for a little while but it doesn’t help my throbbing pussy. I then switch on the tap and move closer to it letting the warm water flow against my core relieving me.

I stop after some time and take my bath before leaving and changing into my night clothes. I lay on my bed and soon,I fall asleep.

*****

“Good morning mom.” I greet with a smile.

“Morning dear. How was your night?” She asks as she drops the plate of pancakes on the table.

‘How do I tell you mom? How do I tell you that my stepbrother haunted my dreams last night?’

“It was okay.” I reply after a long pause and settle down on the dining chair.

“Hey Kate.” I hear a deep voice call and I feel a tingle in my chest.

“Hey Josh.” Mom smiles warmly. “Did you sleep well?” She asks him as he walks up to the dining table and sits down beside me.

“You can say I did.” He replies while staring at me and I shiver lightly.

Mom then serves us both pancakes and i waste no time in digging into my food.

Max comes down after while and after exchanging greeting and sharing a kiss with my mom,he settles down and starts eating.

“Mia! I have something to tell you.” Mom says and I pause my chewing.

“What is it mom?” I ask,looking at her straight in the eye.

“You are going to be resuming in Josh’s school on Monday.”

“What?” I yell spitting out the food in my mouth.

“I understand that this comes as a huge shock. You’ll miss your friends,teachers and everyone plus…

I am not listening to anything Max is saying because..how can I be in the same school as the stepbrother I am always tempted to something naughty to and whom I have naughty thoughts about.

“Excuse me.” I abruptly stand up and head for my room. I hear mom and Max call after me but i pay no attention to them.

I enter into my room and quickly grab a pillow and let out all my frustration into it.

How in the fuck can they do this to me? I can barely survive a day in the same house as him and now i have to attend his school too? Of all the high schools in the state,it just has to be his. Now,i have to avoid him in school just as i do at home,will my life get any better?

I fall unto my bed as i try to force myself to sleep when i hear a soft knock on my door.

“Mia? May i come in?” It’s Josh.

“Go away please,i don’t wanna talk to you.” My muffled voice is heard.

“Please Mia.” He begs. I take in a deep breath and sit up.

“You can come in. The door isn’t locked.” I inform him and he opens the door and walks in. I move to the side of my bed and make a motion for him to sit which he understands and does.

“Mia.” He calls,his voice sending shivers down my spine. Why does he always have this effect on me?

“Kate wasn’t happy with the way you walked out on her. I understand that you don’t wanna attend my school because of me and i get that…..” He pauses and i stare at him only to notice that his countenance has changed.

“It’s not that Josh…I….I promise.” I tell him and pat his shoulder.

“You shouldn’t hurt your mom you know, and if you really don’t want to attend my school,i can help you talk to my….” I place my finger in his lips.

“You’re getting it all wrong and it’s hurting me.” I tell him as i stare into his eyes.

It isn’t his fault,it’s mine. I don’t know why i can’t control myself around him and now…hearing him say all this is hurting me,looking at the hurt in his eyes breaks my heart and i need to make him understand that it’s not because of him.

“Mia.” He calls again as his eyes roams my face.

“I promise,you’re not the reason. It’s all just too much for me,new life,new family,new house and now new school.” I pause and take in a deep breath.

“I understand what you’re going through and i want you to know that i’m here for you.” He flashes me a warm smile before pulling me into a tight hug.

As much as i wanted to push him away and tell him to get out of my room, i couldn’t do it. For some reason i was loving the fact that he was holding me so tightly and i didn’t want him to release me.

“I’ll tell Kate that you’re fine with her decision.” He whispers in my ear and i feel butterflies inside my stomach.

“I’ll tell her myself.” I reply him and he breaks the hug making me feel quite bummed.

“Great.” He says and smiles again before his gaze wanders to my lips making me gulp down nothing.

He moves closer to me making me quite nervous before placing his hands on lips,caressing them slowly and softly.

“Why can’t i control myself around you.” I hear him whisper and i stare into his eyes. He murmurs something again but this time i can’t hear anything.

His lips leave my hands and he cups my face,his gaze not leaving my lips. His face inches closer and i close my eyes,waiting for his lips on mine when i hear my mom’s voice.

“Mia,Josh are you in there?” I hear mom ask outside my door and Josh immediately removes his hand from my face.