AYRA’S POV: Deep down every part of my soul prayed for his words to become a reality as thinking about it made me realize that I could breathe through that willingly. I didn’t want to believe in anything else but that would just make me to put more burden on my soul. I would be happy but there would be always a feeling of guilt in my heart. I couldn’t live with that permanently but I had a feeling that I had to go along with that if it’s temporarily.We were standing close as there was just few inches of space between us as he stopped there. He wanted me to take the further steps. He wasn’t wearing any kurtas like others as their wives must have forced them to do so but he from the start forbade to participate in any of the rituals because according to him they were waste of time and didn’t mean anything. He was just in his white crisp shirt with black pants and as usual he was looking drop dead attractive with his enticing pitch black eyes which went perfectly with his dark rave
AYRA’S POV:It felt so foreign to me as I never did this before even in my imagination. I had read novels but they were mostly nonfiction. I never get to imagined that yet alone have any experience in that.I tried to move my lips but he groaned getting away from me.“F**k!” He let go off me as I his hands weren’t touching any part of me and I suddenly felt cold. There wasn’t any warmth wrapped around me anymore. Did I do something wrong? Didn’t I do it right? I saw people doing that on screen and they were pretty vicious. I couldn’t do that to him even the thought made me shudder in autumn’s cold breeze.“F**K! You are trying to control me.” He groaned to himself as without even glancing at me he ran his hands inside his hairs in frustration and in another second he walked out of the balcony.I kept standing there trying to comprehend what had happened just in few seconds. It was embarrassing but I got curious too. He just rejected me right? Sabrina told me the truth. There
AYRA’S POV: Something’s wrong with me.I mean who empathize with his enemy. I chewed the straw in between my teeth as I was talking to myself at that time. Glad people were enjoying their own company at the café while I waited for Abroo. Tonight was my reception and here I was waiting for her as we couldn’t get to talk much on phone. Besides Sabrina wanted to go to the salon for facial and I wanted something cold to drink enough though it was winter. I was the person who liked eating ice cream when it’s chilling. It’s a perfect combination even though your hands freeze in order to hold the ice cream cup in my hand. “I am hungry. You better have ordered something.” I was in my thoughts when the chair in front of me got dragged and she appeared in a golden coat. Her eyes were twinkling and she had her hairs in a loose bun. “I ordered Mexican fries.” I smiled informing her as she made a face. “That’ll do although it’s a kids meal.” She said taking ordering coffee for herself.
AYRA’S POV: The day is finally here! I am officially Mrs Durani or Mrs Zaroon Durani. I had to walk down the aisle with him in that monn colord gown which was expanding to a very beautiful length. My hairs were in a bun with loose strands hanging down kissing my cheeks and neck. The makeup was a little shimmering as it was going beautifully with the dress. I never liked myself more in a mirror than that day. I had a bouquet in my hands as my fingers were adorned with delicate jewelry while they were wrapped around the bouquet of lilies with some pink flowers in between. There was a silver glittery lining at the outline of some flowers to compliment it with my dress. The night seemed glamorous as it was the night of my reception. The last ceremony of a brown desi wedding. “He will come to get you.” Areej mumbled from behind as I took sharp breath before the door opened revealing the hall comprised of eight kanal as it was huge. My girls walked one step behind me with flowers in
AYRA’S POV: People say it right. The only powerful thing a woman has is her tongue but only then when she uses it with the collaboration of her brain and I didn’t had any. I dared to say something and now I was preparing myself to bare the consequences. I glanced up at him as his chiseled jawline was in front of me urging me to trace the line to know if it could really cut something seeing how sharp that was. But I controlled myself with the help of my brain which decided to step up for me even for a bit. Where was it before? I couldn’t even fight my own brain as it will just lead to self loathing and self doubts which are very first steps towards depression and I couldn’t get myself into depression. I had strong nerves or might be it was the traumatic events that made me strong that I could endure pain and sadness without going into depression. Some people lack it even though they had luxurious lives and everything else that can make a man happy. They still can’t find peace which
AYRA’S POV: “F**k!” He cursed under his breath as he ran a frustrated hand in between his hairs. I really wanted to run my fingers into his hairs just to know how much rough they were mirroring his personality.“You go to sleep. I’ll change whenever I want.” I said as I was about to get down from the bed when he wrapped his arms around my waist and with a little jerk I collided down with his chest. My back got flushed against his chest as I felt his heart drumming. It was beating fast. He had a heart people but I didn’t think he used that. It will soon become rusty if he failed to get that into work or it already has.“You think I can go to sleep now.” He rasped near my ear lobe as I felt his breath fanning the area beneath my ear which was my sensitive spot. My senses got haywire within a mini second as I struggled for breathe. “Don’t you think you ask lots of questions that doesn’t have answers usually?” I asked as I was trying to overcome my hyperventilated state by trying to
#2 INNOCENT SERIES“What do you think you are doing?” He asked with his eyes getting darker with every passing second.“S-Seducing you.” I mumbled while fidgeting my fingers as his deep breath made the sensitive spot between my legs to throb. That wasn’t how it was supposed to be. It should be the other way round.“And who are you?” He asked as his lowered his head with his warm breath fanning my upper lip. I gulped as my body was visibly trembling. I wanted to run away but I couldn’t. His eyes had these magnets which were attracting every fiber inside my body towards him.“Y-your…y-your…” A lone tear escaped my eyes with my lower lip trembling.“My what?” He rasped as his black raven eyes were dwelling inside my emerald ones as I whimpered when he clenched my hairs in a fist at the back of my neck.“Your whore.” I admitted and he smashed his lips against mine.“Let me treat you like one then.” He growled inside my mouth.*Zaroon Durani a billionaire with his roots dwelled in mafia i
AYRA’S POV:“If you spend your time hoping someone will suffer the consequences for what they did to your heart then you’re allowing them to hurt you a second time in your mind.”My sister used to say as she was a book nerd well philosophical nerd as she thought she was old enough to read the fiction ones. I never understood this quote because I could never stop myself doing exactly what she was negating by that quote.I couldn’t understand her as I used to read fiction books but she liked to enhance her knowledge but now when I think about that I could get easily that her life was far better than a fictional world. She had everything. A happy life which included a healthy relationship with her parents and the most important element, for which people divert towards fiction world, was the person she was immensely in love with when she was in twenties. I couldn’t get to the depth of their relationship as fate didn’t give me the chance for doing that.I lost her and my parents when I was