Chapter 24 : It affects

Abrar

I threw my exhausted body on the couch, closing my eyes for a while. I felt temporary cramps all over my body like every day. It used to vanish after a cold shower. However, I didn't feel like taking a shower either.

My eyelids opened wide after a few minutes and I stared at the ceiling.

"Relax, Abrar. It was a silly lie and there's nothing to overreact to", I told myself but I didn't know why that lie affected me.

"But she could have told me. I'm not doing anything against her, no? Why can't she just tell me?"

"Why would she? She has some privacy"

"I wouldn't ask her where she was. She could just tell me that she wasn't at home. That was it"

"Whatever. Still, you don't have a right to question her. You don't need to worry about it either. Just remember that this relationship is fake. Admit it. And just shut your damn brain"

I was fighting with my own thoughts again and finally decided to put an end to it. Stretching my a