Naella I arrived home completely devastated. I went straight to my room, without even saying anything to my father. "My angel, what's going on?" He asks me the question from the other side of the door. I remain silent, not making a sound. "Answer me honey, or I'm going to kick down that door." He replies in a worried voice. Having understood that he would not be ready to leave before I answered him, I finally decide to tell him, bursting into tears "Go away dad, I want to be alone!" "Okay honey, good night! But if you need me, don't hesitate to call me, okay?" He replies, looking worried. My father finally decides to leave, to my greatest relief. I cry all night, so much this enigmatic situation with Ethan is beyond my comprehension. I do not understand. Could he be bipolar? What happened to my loving, caring husband who treated me with such affection? Why does he decide on a whim to kick me out of his house like a slut? I don't remember, however, that we had any disagreement.
Naella My father is right, there is indeed eel under rock. This affair, I have the impression that it hides more things than it looks. I started feeling depressed the first five days after I got back from Ethan's. However, I woke up this morning with a rage to do battle once and for all with this story. I know that my state of mind is related to the dream I had last night. Indeed, I saw myself somewhere like in a big abandoned house, sitting on a chair with my head bowed. I was shedding abundant tears. My soul was so bruised that I felt it physically. All of a sudden, I hear a voice coming out of I don't know where, telling me "How long will you cry? When will you finally wake up from your sleep? When will you fight for your life, your home?" I look up to see who was talking, but no one was there. It was as if the voice came to me from within. A thought comes to my mind "What am I going to fight with? I don't know where to start." "Go with the strength you have. The wise woman bu
Ethan I spent a week at home, without going out or eating. I was disgusted by this life. Me who thought I had found the perfect woman, the one who was different from the others. And the height is that it is her that I just want. I don't want that reality to be here, I want to wake up and find it was just a bad dream. The worst part is that I love this woman more than anything. Despite what she has done, I want her to be there, but at the same time I hate her with all my being. But at the same time I want her to be there, to console me. I want her alone. My father had to break into my room and took me to the hospital, my state of depression was so severe. I didn't want anything, except for us to undo what had just happened. I loved my life before. I loved going home to find my lovely wife who welcomed me with love. I liked to eat his meals. I liked his smile. She soothed me in the evening, she consoled me after a long day of work. She had succeeded in transforming me into an ideal hu
Naella After I got back from this lady, I came straight home. She is right, I first have to plan well what I need to do and act after careful consideration. But above all, I have to pray a lot. My home threatens to capsize and only the hand of God can sustain it. Me who believed that marriage was a carnal affair and that God had nothing to do with it. I was seriously mistaken. In fact, it is itself the foundation of marriage, the third thread of the cord that binds us. Because a rope with three threads does not break easily. The evening after my father comes home, he comes to see me in my room. "So my angel, how was your day?" He asks me sitting at the foot of my bed. "It was good dad!" I replied. "I see you're already starting to get back on your feet, I like that!" He says in a tone of pride. "Yes dad, I can't cry forever. It is my life and no one is going to take on my challenges for me." I add. "I like what I hear!" My father replies, looking relieved. "I went to see the l
Naella I really had no intention of giving up, but Ethan's behavior discourages me. I don't know if I'll be able to hold on. He doesn't make me want to fight for our marriage. It looked like he was just waiting for this occasion to disgrace me. I think taking time off is the best thing for me right now. Once in my supervisor's office, I submit to him my wish to take a leave of absence. "But why do you want to take leave, Madame Naëlla? You've only just started work, is something wrong?" he inquired. "Mr. Dang, I really need to rest." "I understand you, but unfortunately, I can't give you all the time off. You have just started work and on top of that, you are an intern.’’ Replies Mr. Dang to my greatest disappointment. "Oh!" I exclaim with a tinge of disappointment in my eyes. "What's wrong Naella? Why do you look so sad?” He asks me, looking considerate. “It’s complicated to explain Mr. Dang. I have a few minor issues.” "Is this your husband? What's wrong with you?" He insist
Amy I'm so proud of myself. Lying on my bed, I sip good red wine with a big smile on my face, remembering the wonderful evening I just spent with Ethan. It is already falling little by little into my net. How good it is to be successful. I have nothing against Naëlla, but fate must not put her in my way. The next day during the day, I chat with Charles. "So, how's it going with Ethan? I dare to believe that behind that smile there is good news?!’ Charles asks me, scrutinizing me. "Ah my dear Charles, you were right! Things are indeed moving forward with Ethan in the right direction. ” I answer him without managing to hide my joy. "Wow! Tell me, he agreed to you guys getting together?' He hurries to ask me enthusiastically. "Calm down, you're going fast. For the moment, he must first feel confident with me and believe that I only want him well. There is also his love for Naëlla which constitutes a great obstacle between us. He must forget it at all costs. ''I understand. But for
Ethan I don't know if Naëlla will come to the gala evening or not. My editor told me that it would be good for my wife to be there, because it is good for my image, which also contributes to the sale of my works. Because if the public finds in me a responsible and balanced man in aspects, they will be more fascinated inclined to buy my books. Except that there, it will be difficult to play the game of the married man and happy as a couple. How long are we going to hide from people that our marriage is racing towards its end? Ah Naëlla, why are we reduced to lying about appearances, when everything was perfect in our life? You could ask me anything, I would have given you even what I don't have. But what you did was kill me slowly. What have I to do with notoriety, with public acclaim if the one who holds my heart has broken it into a thousand pieces? This dream that is about to come true is our dream for both of us. Without Naëlla, it would never have seen the light of day. I saw in
Naella Ethan and I kiss with a passion that does not say its name. I want him, and he wants me too. This moment is just magical. After more than a minute of kissing us, our bodies are begging for more. The kiss has become insufficient. It seemed like he actually increased our desire for each other tenfold. All of a sudden, Ethan stops kissing me, then says in a hoarse voice while staring me straight in the eyes "The keys to your car." I quickly open the pouch I'm holding and pull out my car keys. Always guided by his impulses, Ethan opens the door of my car, then leads me inside. Sitting in the back seat, he pulls me towards him and makes me sit astride him. He looks at me with his fiery eyes. I had never seen such desire in my husband's eyes. It seemed like that was all there was to him. They had taken over his entire being. He wanted me now, and that desire was shared. He pulls me to him and kisses me on the lips, then he continues to my neck where he places soft kisses. There is